i.love.december 2010

i really cant wait for my tight schedule week. yerla sebab bila kita busy takde la kita rasa macam alone, buntu gila-gila-gila, 3 kali gila i repeat okay. it means when you got nothing to do in your daily days, it make you looks so cuckoo. tapi tak tahu lah siapa-siapa yang tak suka membusykan diri sendiri. me ? like too much . but sometimes tu taknak la busy sampai hectic sangat, tidur pun tak cukup sampai mata nampak macam bapak panda..yang ni selalu jad dekat I time exam aaahhhaa .bangun-bangun pagi pun dah separa gila, kena stop jap then kena fikir-fikir balik hari ni hari apa..apa aku buat semalam. makan pun tak sempat tapi aku pelik betul for those yang busy sampai makan pun tak sempat? at least grab la  anything yang very easy and fast to eat, mcm biscuit ker, milo ker. takder la perut tu kosong je kan...sudah membebel, rasa entry macam keluar tajuk.whatever lah.


back-to-back...i.love.december 2010 :)

two week in row i'll busy. hooyeii!!! did i'm looking  so excited for December why yah ? lets me list down my wonder-wonderfool activities that will take place on this December ..budget macam korang nak follow-up aku punya activites kan. mana la taw kot-kot activities korang plan tersama dengan aku . haa kan boleh join sekali. so here we goooo my upcoming events...............

      29 /11

going to s.alam, meets up my buddies (MayMay) and pick my robe

     30 /11

i'm heading to Malacca
(everything about that heritage state saya suka)

      2 / 12

my graduation day 
(mode utk grad biasa-biasa jer sebab diploma jekan, but i've to appreciate for my effort so kena acting yang I suka sangat)

     2 - 4 / 12

hang out with family 
(ok yang ni nak senyum puas-puas sampai nampak semua gigi I anak tekak sekali (o,0)

    9 - 12/ 12

   Langkawi (^^)

   10 / 12   

omehgoatttt result keluar

13 / 12

anddd to anyone who is interested and would like to see yuna closely,dun miss the chance! this event presenting Yuna and Hana from Maysaa. (Sangat teringin nak pergi tapi time tu dah balik kedah.haaaihh)

feeling like crazy !!!!

semakin tua semakin mahal

' semakin tua semakin mahal ' . statement bukan ditujukan kepada golongan andartu mahupun andartuah. statement dipost khas untuk semua makluk didunia tak kira sex female or male. semua termasuk yah. yes kamu, termasuk juga :-)

as far as we concern . ok ayat macam nak buat presentation. hidup makin hari makin tua. tak perlu tunggu year by year to come over in our life. every minute is worth and it's priceless. dan setiap apa yg kita jumpa is experience. experience is the best teacher ! experience teach us wonderful thing happen around us. it make we realize on what level we are. experience teach us how we going to handle and manage it. experience buat kita kebal dengan hidup and yet experience buat kita malu, no doubt. hey we are human, we have go thorough a lot in our life. we meets different people with different attitude, the way of life and thought, different religion and belief  so forth. whether upset or not, experience make human become expensive !! don't you realize about it ?

manusia jadi semakin mahal. waii? yerla, dah harga barang makin naik, so manusia pun jadi mahal. betul tak ? they are interrelated between economy and life. when government announce that sugar price will be increase by 20sen starting tomorrow (alaaa 20sen je..pun) then besok hari nya  bila lepak je kedai mamak harga teh tarik also will be increase. macam la bancuh 1 glass teh tarik , mamak tu kena taruk 1kilo gula. ye tak ? nampak sangat mamak tu capitalist ! itu kesah lepak kedai mamak. teh tarik manis penggalak penyakit diabetic tu pun harga dah nak sampai macam coffee Starbuck. baik lepak Starbuck kan...

kesah umur manusia dengan brand pulak. tak kesah lah brand apa pun. semakin manusia tua maka semakin mahai lah perbelanjaan harian manusia tersebut. acceptable tak hypothesis ? if we flashback our life starting we kids till now. time kecik-kecik layan baju jenama KIKO tak pun Ladybird. bila masuk sekolah rendah, nak p sekolah nak beg Swan. time sekolah rendah tak berapa kenai sangat jenama-jenama famous. apa ayah beli pakai je. tapi, bila masuk je sekolah menengah, kita start jadi very demanding person. kasut sekolah mau pakai kasut nike. same goes with beg, nak dress-up ala sporty-sporty girl so harus pakai beg berjenama sporty juga. Adidas,Nike, Radioactive, Converse tu  harus ada dalam collection peribadi. lepas level SPM, time untuk study dekat unibersiti. hahh, time ni lagi independent kan. tak payah pakai uniform sekolah. pergi class melaram abis (sorry, aku tak melaram pergi class. reason ? selalu bangun lambat wey, rembat mana ada je, abis rajin aku mix and match baju kurung tudung hitam, aku rasa abis stylo pergi class dress-up cam tu ). ok, sambung balik...umur ni, tak layan dah Adidas, Nike semua tu, time ni layan pulak brand-brand obersees sana tu. Zara, Topshop, MNG, Guess and bla bla bla jadi pilihan. ice-cream pun dah tak layan ice-cream dua kupang tu, layan ice-cream BR je , hakikatnya ice-cream dua kupang tu lagi sedap dari BR. see, makin tua makin mahai kita spend money for necessity things in our life. bukan necessity la it more to our needs and wants  yang tinggi sebenarnya. ~ hohmeygoat geleng kepala ramai-ramai okeh

meh kita tengok dari segi education. people start from zero. when there are injection of some money on people, they become expensive!  manusia jadi mahal bila kita ukur manusia tu dari segi level of education. yesh, becuz people was paid based on their skill and knowledge. when person abilities and skill tu rare, maka dia akan dibayar mahal since it difficult to imitate . then manusia juga akan dibayar tinggi if dia tu unique. tengok jerla supermodel Naomi Campbell tu, skin tone color lebih kurang color kuda Qabil Ambak je kan, tapi disebabkan muka dia alien dan oleh sebab hitam itu menawan maka dia jadi unik. so, payment untuk satu show yang dia dapat pun unik  mengalahkan income DR.Rozmey, kenal tak sape dr.rozmey tu. ala jusmate 5 punya towkeh yang rambut dia stylo-lilo abis tu.

kalau nak ikutkan, banyak factor lain yang jadikan manusia tu mahal. so, now is the time to  used our brain to think out of box just to make you expensive ;-))

i got he in my life :)

it's Friday night

u got nothing to do

u started to say life is to boring, to suck, to empty and yet life is complicated 

(you not homosapiens to think so )

it starts before we're ready, it continues while we're still trying to figure out the point of it

and it ends long before we've worked out just what to do

that what i feel....felt and down

hey, wake up! u are the headmaster of your mind.
u control the whole system in every single function of your human body

come on, don't feel u are useless just because of one matter, then you dragged your minor problem to the major problem. 

u ought to be  thoroughly ashamed of yourself for making that sense !

yea, bravo big clap to you Zai. you done it very well (my devil said in a whisper) 

I'm do realize I made a boo-boos there.. then now, time to wake up and put your step in the reality life not imagination world

your delusional world never bring happiness, it just awhile 

everyone feel it, i vow !! 

and should i say good morning everyone with sincere smile, go away my fake smile...gooh

just before i'm going out, waiting for others and I camwhored my freaky freakiest face

 see, did i told u.go away my fake smile. so here we go  my sincere smile

i got 'HE' in my life..he is my darl lappy -my second compaq

and yeaa everyone love he, don't hesitate to say yes dear

 the camera freak girl wouldn't miss a chance to snap some photos
once again, everyone lov it,  rite?

don't feel suspicious to capture your own, becuz you deserved to

ignore what people say, what the perception people toward u

and your perception toward me.......

ugly-betty-pretty-cheeky not hot chick-just syox sendiri-do i care?

i know, 1st impression people toward me is MATURED
then when u start to make conversation with me, your perception will change
(most my sister's friend said that )

please, i'm not matured as you imagine

the word 'matured' only appear when i'm start to open my book, my note, concentrate on my lecture w.s.e

then, you will no longer hear my voice.my huhu face
only gesture will describe me.

- people don't lie please-

jangan lupa benda yang wajib

" Labbaik Allah Humma Labbaik Labbaik ala Shareeka laka Labbaik Innil Hamda Wan Ni'mata Laka wal Mulk La Shareeka Lak "

( Holy Hajj and Eid Mubarak To everyone, May ALLAH ALL MIGHTY , pardon our sins, bless us and show the right path ) Amin..

at Hudaibiah, but i forgot what the exact name of this place.its a museum actually.

 thanks Allah swt for giving me the opportunity to visit Mekah as well as big thanks to my parents, luve them so much truly from bottom of my heart.

i learn i gain so much experience for almost 1 month, spending my time at mekah and madinah

from the people, culture, food (of course), to move very fast i means here we need to walk fast, how to behave and to be patient in every single things, teach me to wake up too early in the morning just to go to MasjidilHaram to perform solah since the mosque will be crowded with people and to avoid yourself praying on the road, knew the new language moya is water,  how to approach people from different country, how to respect the older, to see the poor kids asked for the money and sing along this song ' sabillillah ha'illallah '..its funny becoz they sing with the sleepy face, poor them cute kids.. and of coz teach me to be so humble as a ummah.

 one more things i wanna share. second day dekat mekah, dalam masjid, ada makcik from kelana jaya. she setting behind me. she thought sy pelajar situ, and i'm definitely denied it.ahha. then she start crying over me after i cakap umor i berapa cuz anak perempuan dia sama umur dgn zai baru saja meninggal dunia. i'm so pity with her and little bit shock sebab dia menangis teresak-esak. it means to me . 

at Madinatul hijjaz,just before we going back to Jeddah. the weather is so cold. mak cik ni sangat baik, i miss h

 

hopefully  i get a second chances .amin!

 

 

 

complimentary

feeling number one...
sem break,is time to be unproductive citizens

I am done with another challenging phase of my time and more to come...


feeling number two...

back to kedah, penang turn to be my second home-  mak, u shud buy another house over there instead of in jitra (ok, saya tak suka stay jitra!!). i dont know why penang is much closer deep into my heart. i love the smell of penang . not the dirty environment on that island ok. for sure, i love gurney mall. gurney's just similar with the curve. so, if u lepaking at gurney, rasa macam lepak dekat the curve. the main reason i purposely fall in luv with penang. ahhhaaa, gila sengal adeq korang.there are a lot a lot and a lot and i means it to be a lots of memories over there.  when my first day registered as uitm shah alam students, i feel my life so empty. there is not so much fun.i means both studying and leisure time.

 

feeling number three...
This is the moment when i realized that I should just stop chasing.


feeling number four...

friends u play Dottie role now..

a good friend that I was supposed to have since long time ago

guide me to perform the best and advice me on what not to do

she told me dont feel so sad if next sem(which we gona be in part4)..
i'm will not found her anymore in s.alam....
' zai, if next time tak jumpa aku on the 1st day, jangan menangis taw'...aku dekat kedah!
ishh, how can i survive without her ? every time everyday every minute every second, most of my time spend together even bila dah balik kedah pun, we both still meet up. that why i said, i need meera more then guys need you (I'm not lesbo)

saying goodbye is never an easy thing to do for those who really appreciate the word of 'friendship'

but i believe this very good friend of mine will always be there to help me and listen to me

and this good friend don't say Goodbye, they will never make their friend cry

and they would not easily make her friend emotionally vulnerable....

lets go back there..

our privilage as student....

cravings to update my blog ? sense - empty . sorry for my ignorant esp to my scandallious etc.  busy with my final exam . another 2 more paper ! go go goo . but still have time to hang out with  my 2M1W (miken, meera, wan). habis je paper social marketing at 12noon , jln tar is our destination. I do not realize that we going to celebrate Deevali, so bila je sampai situ, baru aware most of people walking by is Indian and ada booth jual laddhu, maruku, sari. woo malaysia mau celebrate deepavali sudah. Happy Deevali Malaysian !!

o yea, pegi jln tar bukan mahu bershopping sakan likes our mak/mak cik makcik pergi bershopping yah. but with one mission, secret ! (still keep as secret )

since pergi situ without sempat lunch, then perut dibiar kosong till petang. maka terus sakit. dah settle dekat jln tar, we move on to kg baru. seeking for lunch+tea time+dinner package untuk makan! miken recommend  kedai SHIP Ship in kg baru. tapi satu hal, mencari kedai tu. tak tahu berapa kali wan (our official driver on that day ha.ha) pusing, reversed, bla bla. dah gived up still tak jumpa. then last choice tanya orang ! great ideas ait??  and finally, we got the right direction. umm, kedai tu miken call SHIP cuz kedai tu bentuk Ship. tapi exact name restaurant tu bukan SHIP okay.

taste not so great, thumbs down :( but the specialty taste so yummy- salmon+rice

after that tak mau balik hostel lagi. so next tempat is klcc, pergi window shopping saja. bukan shopping ya. but most of the time was spent for lepaking outside the klcc,  stepping away from crowded people. we need fresh air utk brainwash otak kasi fresh balik (fresh la sangat kan udara situ kan )

this act was copied from one foreigner girl. acting like we are tourist.aloooha !

and time to say bai-buy ...

and back to our little room (4x4) 

survives for up-coming paper.

same goes with this one, copied from one hot uncle yg tgh jogging dekat situ..aha moment gurls

ps- starting now on ward, my entry will be publish without comment (yea !! )