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 2010, just few hours left before we counting the time to 2011. Either it brings happiness into your life or not, we need to move on.

so, are you having New Year’s Eve party? me-ya-ya-no-n0. Ya i berparty di dapur rumah. Seronok gumbira  membuat sesuatu dengan family penghujung tahun ni. We seldomly celebrate New Year together. So, penghujung 2010, I do celebrate with them. Even not all my siblings’ yg dapat balik but we have such a good gathering. 

dapur mak menjadi pilihan untuk  disemakkan. Mok cik yati kitaorang suruh buat kerja lain, kiranya dia off the whole day la buat kerja-kerja masak. Biar anak-anak dara nyah yg buat kerja! we choose to cook all the dished instead of buying or tapau or makan luar so dekat sini boleh jimat kan .

31/12/2010, rumah mokcik yati ada 2 orang chef. Sorang buat pastri and sorang lagi arabic/italianoo chef. Macam masuk masterchef beb. Kecoh je dapur. Sorang nak guna oven yg lagi sorang pun nak guna oven juga.  So sorang kena hold on dulu. Nak chop the onion la, all the vege la, mana senduk nak guna, banyak mana garam nak masuk. Aku memang surrender bab-bab taruk garam ni. Meriah meriah. End up, we had our lunch at 6pm. Hee hee. Sorry time management memang fail ! ni kalau guest dtg confirm lapaq.

vege pizza cooked by me (clap-clap)- ignored the time/date salah setting

kebab, also cooked by me - big clap clap. haiya she haa start to show-off maa

cute cheese tart - baked by sis syiba (actually her first trial maa, not bad )

same maa, also cheese tart but we put variety of fruit just to add more color on it. baru interesting. and yah, it less sugar. we.so.in.love.with.your.less.sugar.cheese. tart.next time buat lagi  yer syiba 

-Happy New year 2011 peeps-

i'm choose to be silent because of.....

psssstt because of i off to free-duty island laa ! fyi. nak fikir negative la tu. yer, I admit that i selalu sangat tinggal blog,  its my habit. post 1 entry tahan 1 minggu . bukan saja-saja xtaknak update but guys you know what i got a very hectic week.  hectic but fun yauuu. last week kan I already told you guys yang I off for honeymoneymoon.  so, yes I pergi Langkawi 4hari 3mlm. okay la tu kan. This is percutian budget since we going to Langkawi  during sem break so duit pun kureng. lagipun, we not being employed so takde monthly income lagi makanya percutian budget just great for us. backpacked traveling !! before we go for  the new year and the new sem which is just around the corner so it better for us to ber-getaway on our sem break. spend some precious time at the island and beach is woooouch osemm! 

my last visit before year 2010 come to the end.welcome to my la.la.diary. ha ha. ok report macam bosan.

helaian pertama 21/12/2010- we was at Gunung Mat Chincang Cabel Car for the whole day. sedari awal dah tahu cuti-cuti sekolah mesti orang ramai so we woke up early morning just to queue up to buy the ticket. but lagi terkejut bila sampai je dekat counter, we thought we gona be the 1st person yang nak naik cable car, tapi ada orang yang much-much awal lagi dari kitaorang.  macam biasa, line untuk tunggu mcm ular. tapi demi cable car, sanggup tunggu! please show off your glamorous IC picta okey to get rm15 for the ticket. do use our privilege as Malaysian ! here we goo all the picture, not all lah, just part of the picture becuz i kno some of u will get bored all the green picta i sempat capture on our holiday tu...

the bottom of the mountain which u can see part of Thailand territory, the island not the mainland lah.

can u see how cold it was. u come to Langkawi but you feel like you were in Genting. (o,0)

we excited and it worth to spend rm15 for the ticket okay.sebab we all naik 2 round.hehe

just do ignore that blue boy cuz he spoil up our picta lahh.

on the track to go to the bridge.  u have to climb all the tangga. put away your stiletto. bear in your mind, if u want to protect your foot from injured just wearing  flip flop/sneakers/ flat shoes.

dah jalan atas ni, you all akan rasa bridge tu bergoyang sikit sebab angin tiup kan. and siapa yang ada masalah takut dengan ketinggian are encourage to challenge yourself to walk along the bridge. rugi kalau tak pergi situ.

mlmnya, lepak di Pantai Chenang since langkawi hanya hidup sebelah malam di  chenang. we had our dinner at the beach yaw. we bought shawarma yg superb delicious at one of the Arabic stall. see, kedai dia kecik saja. and the owner and the chef 121% purely arabic but they can speak malays fluently.cayalahh bahasa melaysia!

motive ? just to show you guys how big-biggastt the shawarma/kebab-rm12, kenyang

the last day was spent at  Harbour

the building looks so manglishh..Europe?

Pantai kok cantik and bersih compared to others.. bila air surut sahaja kita boleh nampak view Langkawi Resort ni.bila air pasang, batu-batu ni which is fossil akan tenggelam and jadi part of the ocean.

I tak pergi shopping sangat.ok, tipu meera and me spend rm250 for chocolate. hey, come on  Langkawi chocolate murah, dont miss the chance lah. for chocoholic especially kan. saya yg bukan addicted to chocolate pun rasa mcm nak pick every type of chocolate .haha.gerammm tengok packaging cantik .sesuai utk buat present.

nak nak nak nak!!

helaian terakhir-  3hari in row i spend almost the whole day at the beach, swim swimming, menghitamkan kulit yang sedia gelap. sampai rambut pun dah jadi keras macam rupa rambut it kurt kobain dgn bob marley. haha . most of the time asyik pindah dari satu pantai ke pantai yg lain. it cool lah. barulah betul-betul p langkawi kan. he. tapi sayang hajat nak pergi island hopping and snorkeling dekat Pulau Payar tak kesampaian since zai just pergi berdua dengan meera. kalau nak sewa boat mahal lah. so next time jelah pergi dengan member2 in group baru murah . so sape-sape ada hati mau pergi langkawi, do inform me pronto !!

cara hidup kita berbeza, mari makan laddhu cicah sambal belacan, minum pula tea cina.perghh

helloha. sorry for no reason . elee macam la org nanti2 sgt I nk update blog kan. update ke tak update ke sama je. so, nak sedap hati i'll say 'Ini belog diupdate untuk future reference either by my siblings, me even my ex-schoolmate AIN *kasi bold sikit nama ni . see dah kantoi . she so curious to know what ups with my life kan kan Ain. sila angguk Ain !! thanks i'm so appreciate for your pleasure ;-)

breathe in and breathe out. take a deep breathe and release. ok cool .now focus nak type apa. 

while I washing-up all the dirty plate. of coz la dirty plate kan, takkan plate bersih pun ko nak cuci lagi, Bibik jiran sebelah rumah  pun tak buat macam tu. and I was thinking about some sort of issue. cun!!! idea baik datang bagai mencurah-curah sambil main sabun and air sambil berangan-angan. combination of this two element kindly so useful when we are run out of idea. lagipun dah ada orang suruh I update belog. he. so baiklah saya Zai dengan ringan jari menaip entry baru. 

back to right path, human relations. hubungan manusia ada banyak jenis. korang fikir lah. but now I nak focus our relations with other races. sound racist ? chill babehh. entry ni tak sentuh mana-mana sensitivity kaum ya. it universal. 

view yg I suka tengok when we hanged-out either dekat mall, kaki-lima, kopitiam or what-so-ever places suka terserempak dengan those group or geng which consist of different races. which mean dorang berkawan/berlepak/bershopping/belajar/ber-exercise  not only with those from their own race but bangsa lain jugak. nampak sangat coollliooohh macam kulum ais ketul dalam mulut sampai keluar asap woo !! dan untuk nampak coolioo macam dorang,be all smile, thumbs up and  do respect them..That's why lah I suka tengok film Sepet, Talentime, Gubra, Mualaf or mana2 movie involving multi-cultural friendship or relations. and i have one of my friends which he has one Malaysia's family. since his late-father is Chinese convert to Islam so his grandmom  is Chinese. Then, one of his uncle is chinese convert to Indian. so , he do celebrate every single festive in Malaysia lahh. suko den kalau I lahir dalam family tu...confirmla time CNY  i dapat ang pau banyak.

aku juga mahu begitu, punya teman nya  ket India ket Chinese dan lain-lain kokk. ngak mahu hanya berkawan sama-sama kita ajaa..aku jugak mahu temannya dari Indonesia..ahh omong-omong kosong. ehem ehem yer, saya juga ingin mempunyai kawan rapat bukan sahaja dari bangsa melayu tetapi lain-lain. tapi, tak pernah ada peluang okay nak rasa nikmat macam tu.bukan tak bercakap dengan dorang tapi most of my student life and my life  tak banyak involved dengan Chinese, Indian, dayak , kadazan,  student.

time sekolah rendah. area rumah aku tu ada 3 jenis sekolah rendah. sek.keb, sek.tamil, sek.cina . so sekolah aku sek.keb confirmla ramai muka-muka melayu. tapi ada la dalam class aku tu budak lelaki berbangsa Singh. kemain die lilit sanggul atas kepala, rambut dia toksah cakap la panjang mana. tapi time tu tak faham maksud kawan  . yg aku tahu, semua budak dalam class tu aku berkawan. tapi naik darjah 3, aku dah rapat dengan member perempuan ni berbangsa Iban, aku still ingat nama dia beb, Tracy Rozana a/p Elizabeth . mana tak ingat, dia duk sebelah aku time class. serious putih cantik. tapi unfortunately kitaorang kawan kejap je sebab naik darjah 4 i moved to another school. so, our friendship is over just like that. time kecik-kecik mana ada perasaan sedih semua happy. kiranya putus hubungan dengan member pun happy.pindah sekolah baru, arghh lagi la takde muka bangsa-bangsa lain. muka bangsa-bangsa bersatu (PBB) lagi lah susah nak jumpa. berkawanlah aku dengan kaum-kaum melayu.

sekolah menengah. yea dah jumpa muka asing. dekat sek.men , ramai member-member Buddha. yakni Siamese. I prefer nak berkawan dengan Siamese dari chinese student sebab dorang berkelompok. tapi still tegur-tegur la. ada yang muka samseng samseng yg kalau jumpa asyik keluar perkataan Chi-bai chi-bai, ko orang nak cabai kah ?? so, saya lupakan niat mahu berkawan dengan chinese. so berkawanlah dengan Siamese. advantage dorang ni ialah they able to speak very fluently in Bahasa, English, Mandarin, dan juga Thailand. sempatla belajar 2 3 ayat dalam bahasa Thailand. antara ayat yg still ingat daripada banyak-banyak ayat yang belajar ialah : Pai nai (nak pergi mana ? ) mee'auuw (taknak) ma kin khaw (jom makan nasi) mai'bia (takder duit) ..tp ada nahu nahu lah cara nak bercakap pun. orang Thailand kan cakap lembut.

university life. uitm purposely build up to be open for malays and bumiputra student only. peluang nak dpt member non-malay lagi tipis loh. pergi class, balik class, roomate-classmate-groupmate-semua semua lah malays. yer, akhirnya saya sedar saya ialah Melayu. asal melayu maka hidup hari-hari pun melayu. hari-hari makan belacan mesti bau belacan , mana boleh nak bau tossei masam kan.

for the next future. i hope to get along with other races esp bila dah kerja nanti. just wait and see. nanti dah kerja I story lagi.ahahhaha, tu pun kalau blog ni wujud lagi lah. 

so I've got a bit of confession to make - i like to see Chinese guy *blushing blushing, hooops dunt throw your flip flops at me derrrr (o,0)

i want to be on top! mood ANTM. cakap gaya tyra bank

on9 fb cam biasa. tengok wall coursemate ramai  post status praise to Allah swt for the result.  my face turn to be ketat. tunggu tak tukar jadi avatar ja. result dah keluar wey. pantas tapi tak berapa tangkas aku check yahoo account since starting sem ni onward, result will be announce and send to our e-mail. excellent! more practical orang cakap. takder la student2 nak bermaki-makian stuck in traffic congestion nak check result semata-mata kan.

move on. mata ni laju-laju ja cari mana emel dari Isis-uitm. yah got it, ada dekat spam. click and click terus appear result. oh gosh,  sapa punya result ni. asal ada satu tu panjang sangat comment. bukan tulis A+, A , A- ..tp FAIL. demmm!! I felt the world want to end..scroll bawah lagi cgpa 2.58! and now i volunteer to be part of  Palestine community. mati syahid lagi mulia dari survive dgn cgpa 2.58. haaihh

tapikan lucky me, tu mimpi aku semalam . serius.

when woke up, i wish that figure not turn to be reality. and after checking , yesh  alhamdullilah and I should say thanks for our creator Allah swt, people around me yg  support time exam haritu. budget macam dapat dean list.porahh cik zai. sila buktikan sem depan !!!! my result tak capai tahap kedewaan seorang student lagi. masih terkial-kial. masih harus put double triple effort on my study.

so, here i'm  figure out why result tak ngetopp -

tidur banyak, bangun pagi tengok luar hujan, tarik blanket tinggi-tinggi tutup satu badan. zass, gua sambung tido. nyaman.

class cancel. on laptop. on9. main

class bel. lecturer dkt depan bertazkirah, aku meera buat aktivity lain dkt belakang. out of sudden, madam  gelak for the funniest joke she made, kitaorang buat2 paham join gelak berirama satu class. saja bagi tambah gimik .lawak madam tu benar-benar menyentuh ulu hati kitaorang. then, tengok muka each other tanya ' weh meera, madam buat lawak apa. pasaipa depa gelak sangat ?'

study time final sahaja !! biasa la study awal-awal tak ingat. lame excuse

jalan tak banyak, so otak jadi backward. fcuk. (aku sebut jenama jam ok bukan fuck) aku rasa kurangnya pendekatan dgn alam semulajadi membuatkan otak jadi lembap. sem depan, yesh banyakkan lagi percutian ke tempat menarik di Malaysia.

baru nak get use dgn environment dkt shah alam.  if stay uitm kedah dulu lain. dalam satu class tu student tak sampai 20 orang. so lecturer boleh kenal every student so detail. ni s.alam satu class dah crowded dgn mcm jenis makluk . class mesti kena pergi awal sebab nanti kerusi meja ko kena cari sendiri dekat class lain. apekes pegi class nak kena g cari meja cari kerusi. spoil mood panjat tangga tinggi-tinggi kena ketuk-ketuk class lain tanya ada meja kosong ke tak.

selalu  termiss solat. bila terlalu happy, terlupa kejap dkt Allah. bila nak exam , sedih baru la nak ingat kan. tak malu betul manusia , kau la tu zai. asal jiwa kacau kau tak tahu malu tadah tangan berdoa dekat Dia mintak segala benda. tapi bila Dia dah bagi, kau start la lupa nak sembahyang. haaisshh

dan conklusinya, saya sedar. kesilapan masa lalu mengubah kita untuk maju kedepan. apa yang kita dapat harini adalah apa yang kita buat pada masa lalu. so you deserved for what you had done zai. the mistake of the past make us mature :-)

belajar bersungguh-sungguh ,  pesanan skema yang acapkali disebut oleh parents, cikgu, lecturer kita kan -smile

I would like to wish

Happy New Year
salam Maal Hijrah 1432

for all Muslims around the world

hope this new year bring more prosperity in our life

more barakah and may Allah SWT bless our life now and hereafter :-)
amin...




p/s- I used to be addicted with tumblr..here my tumblr link.

semua orang nak cerita pasal convo dorang , aku pun

official theme for my dip.graduation day- black and white

yesh, pagi ni buka mata dah ada dekat bumi kedah. tapi i got flu la pulak kan. yerla asyik kena hujan je dari 1st day sampai shah alam sampai la kemarin. so ontheway atas kereta asyik aku je bising-bising hidung tersumbat, bersin and kepala panas. atas highway kereta pulak jem. lagi tension. arghh bila nak sampai ni . saya nak ubat saya nak ubat !!! makan ubat terus nampak semua benda macam tilam vono empuk. lali weh. sekarang tissue dgn aku mcm member kamceng.


my convocation day. Allhamdullilah. everything went well. cuaca pun okay. sebab tak hujan lebat macam hari sebelum-sebelum nya. kalau hujan lebat memang spoil abis mood nak bergambar. Tapi, sumpah kali ni gambar aku sikit je sebab rushing nak balik p IKEA. makan meatball. aku tahan perut semata-mata nak makan meatball IKEA.


since nama aku start dengan Z, so aku agak dibelakang . dalam dewan pun seat row last sekali. nak tunggu turn naik stage pun lambat. sampai member aku cakap dah penghujung baru nampak kau zai.  tapi, time keluar dewan akulah manusia terawal keluar.  so, nanti nama anak jangan letak start dengan huruf Z okay. 


sidang zai tu ada budak course Account yang lagi ramai kot dari course kitaorang and ramai juga budak2 account yang dapat Anugerah Naib Canselor. so no wonder dorang kena compete since dorang agaaaaak ramai.  if convo dekat uitm, kita boleh tahu student lain grad dengan CGPA berapa. for diploma level, ikut bintang dekat nama dia. dari takdak bintang sampai la 3 bintang. for degree  level, ikut class. 1st class ke second class upper or lower. uishh, malu kan. so my aim untuk degree harus grad with first class honor !! definitely, i really really want the first one. kenapa tak ANC???, my answer will be ..... macam impossible to reach.  kita tahu diri kita boleh capai tahap mana kan just kena buang sifat MALAS tu sahaja, baru boleh berjayaaa , yeahh!


cakap pasal result kan, confirm sekarang student uitm semua tengah cuak .  ker aku sorang je yang cuak barai (o,0). our result will be release on this coming Friday. now, just boleh redha je kan. I don't know what to expect for this semester. it's  50-50 chance. Hopefully, miracle to be happen and best luck to my peeps. Ameen. 




ps-thanks for those who visit my blog, i'll  do the same too next time okay, dun worry :-)