008 : my name is ......

assalamualaikum and hello buddies . phewwww. deep breath. dah lama tak update blog so i feel like my left brain didn't function well..what i can say is Sorry peeps because i need my time to pamper myself with my own stuff. I'm not busy but try to keep myself busy. To be more specific, try to cure myself from penyakit manusia. i'm so sick with those thing, people .I tahu bila dah diam sunyi and dah slow sikit blogwalking and update entry, it will take time to attract readers to come back to my blog. tapi tak kisah la kan since I boleh start it back slowly. SORRY again, i'm talking crap !!

what i did during my sem break yang sungguh asyik panjang ni kan ialah dengan hanya on9 27hours. I'm keep repeating visit the same blog, website which make u macam kau tak de life langsung. Then, hari ni nak try baca blog baru and I coincidentally click satu link blog ni because I baca url blog die macam nak sama dengan url blog i. mynameisnamee  vs mainamezai. sah -sah la url blog  i in term of grammar salah kan because i didn't put IS. sorry teacher (o,0). why people easily say sorry huh??? ker aku sorang je yang ter'over nak sorry sorry..

chup, back to this blog http://nameeroslan.blogspot.com , I tak pernah langsung being attach to this blog dan tak pernah kenal langsung saper blogger tu. tak tahu yang die ni tergolong dalam blogger yang famous juga. sungguh noob la diri ni yang tak pernah tahu ada blogger cun macam dia. so badd. yeahhh i got to know her through FB from entry It's Tudung People . entry dia not bad, everything is about her perception, opinion , self-experience dan yang penting takde gossip-gossip murah yang nak dilelong okay. Then from that i terus nak baca semua entry dia, lepas tu terus nak add dia dan terus nak say thank you to her when Namee approved i . then terus rasa wuaaa cantiknya blogger ni. lepas tu tak tahu nak terus kan apa lagi then terus nak rasa speechless dan nak terus rasa  macam kasi penampar je dekat muka sendiri sebab over admire orang kan.. Normal latu manusia kan memang ada sifat macam tu. okla that all, just to let u guys know yang blog Namee best untuk anda stop and baca entry dia. 

Okay, Take care people =)

another hoby you should watch-out !

and again, my lame blog is getting to warm-up.  currently  Me start to change my passionate. fall in love with challenging sports. brah brah brah. it obviously awesooome !!!  (imitate style from IniAnwarHadi ) do watch out his video peeps. so i take the challenge to register as part of cycling community which we voluntarily get our body to be injured. ha.ha. Apa yang extreme sangat yang kau kecoh-kecoh ni ? it mountain bike bebb. another tough activity all people can join, but yea no doubt its quite costly to invest your money to buy the bicycle. (i really mean it) you can pay down payment for kancil ok to get that bicycle. So last week we did go to Taman Cabaran, Putrajaya just to test out our human endurance. kental ke kencur ?

part of the bicycle

go-go red team!orang lain semua semangat, wan boleh pula tido. susah nak capture muka dia sebab asyik mata nak tidoo je. so nahh. meera (in yellow scarf) hanya bermotivasi pada permulaan sahaja dan kemudiannya, bayangan meera lesap dari flash camera. seba sebab sebab sebabbb.....bersambung

doing some checking, wheel botak ke ada bunga ? disc brake function ke tak ?

he gives us some explanation before we start riding

pre-riding

starting point of the challenges obstacle in the jungle , it off-road cycling . tudung senget ke apa ke dah tak kisah. at this point, apa yang penting is to control our breath

deyy, helmet tu penting laah. time ni tiba-tiba dengar suara perempuan menjerit dalam hutan. it shocking us !! its meera . she got some minor accident since she cant control her bicycle and heat the tree. and she kiss that tree.ha.ha. oh yea, she suffered some badly wounded in her face. so, dia just stop dekat situ sahaja....poor you meera.

take a 5 minute break before balik ke daratan. tengok macam tak penat kan just macam lepak2 but seriously it make you sweating more than normal . one of my friends dah mcm nak vomit.  we all terlupa nak bawa mineral water that why jadi macam ni. actually before start, we did take some glucose for additional energy, so we thought that just enough.rupa2nya tidak sama sekali.

tengok tudung wan tu, kan orang cakap berpeluh. pic tgh riding tak banyak since sorang pun tak bawa camera, sayang camera lah katakan.

she still can smile . satisfaction.haha.sebab it fun yaw, you get the price. experience.

time to say bye-bye. bicycle pun naik bus tau

entry lame ni banyak sangat gambar nak loading,sorry.
ok, Bye 

eating disorder is return

recently something horrible happened . ever since then I've found I just want to eat 

 it makes me feel better . blame it on getting out of the wrong hormones

blame my lect for assigning too many tasks at the end of sem . with a lot of test is still in waiting queue

 and yet,blame my emotions . emotions will drag me to eat more

even my brain stop sending the signal of  'hungry' . but my stomach is too greedy-guts . still wanting a lot more food  . and now I'm addicted to take fast food rather than nasi . i'm not having any kind of nasi since after raya . mcd is my drug  . yea, I know fast food is killing me softly .

 but how could you stop me from eating that maveles french fries,sausages, doublecheese burger, pizzas etc .  me even tried placing my fingers down the throat to induce vomiting, but it fail . you know what ,  to involuntary vomit is so hard unless it happen naturally .

 

  Lova-lova time. active. fit. dark.

  that me when I was at school .

  ignored my darkness skin

  * the photo was taken at school hall, 2006
     with me is ekin

so, I'm facing eating disorder problem right now