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012 : tempting...

2011-12-27T19:53:00.003+08:00

all i want is you..my Sony. life is so restricted without camera okay.

cheesy mood (0,0)

okaybai

011: Weird bila....

2011-12-27T13:59:00.005+08:00

kita buat benda yang kita jarang-jarang buat. U got what I means ? ok, look i give you negative example la likes those girl that usually wearing a tudung then one day tu she decided not to cover her hair, of course she fell awkward teruk because she think people around her staring macam engkau dari planet pluto je kan, kalau tak pun rasa macam kepala kau tu ada pokok kaktus tua..then, cepat-cepat cari toilet nak tengok muka aku still color chocolate or change to purple. lepas tu, kalut-kalut nak pakai tudung balik sebab hati tak tenteram. Sape suruh buat ? Diri sendiri kan. so face the music lah. why put it in the first place if you know it doesn't represent you ??

kalau iye pun nak try benda baru, u can simply search anything else which not forbidden in Islam.Think twice dear.

catatan dari toilet alamanda

back-to back twilight

2011-11-24T21:06:00.001+08:00

i might be one of those people who has vampire blood (o,O). twilight saga breaking dawn treated me well..first scene of course la they show off Taylor's abs kan..nak bagi girls jerit2 dalam cinema tu. it not really bosan compared to the previous one yang agak slow sikit and this time more spontaneous humor. oomaigosh, why vampire spouse very romantic! my friends keeps saying i want vampire like Edward Cullen to be her boyfriend. you just dream on it laa. oh yea, the most part i love is during their honeymoon at Brazil, gile romantic and how nice edward treat bella as his wife. plus, dress bella for her wedding tu very simple and gorgeous!! i think i should buy series of Stephenie Meyer's vampire books after this and be part of them hahaa..and again, dream on it laa woohooi . some dialogue yang i still can recall (i suka sangat kott)

Jacob Black : If you kill her, you kill me!

Edward Cullen : What's a wedding without some family drama?

Bella Swan : E.J Edward Jacob

twilight saga breaking down part two will be on December 2012, kenapa lama sangat huh?? i cant wait to see bella swan as a vampire yang sangat gelojoh.

010: IKEA stuff

2011-09-17T00:49:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum and alorhaaa

i slightly obsessed to dress up my room. i'm really in mood to decorate anything. its kinda of refreshing my mind when i able to do so. but of coz la i need to invest some money just to get thing done. so tempat yg paling syok dekat Malaysia ni so far semestinya IKEA. when we say IKEA, people will imagine 2 things, first of coz its superb decor and secondly is their meatballs . nyum nyum.

i don't get any idea on what color should i pick to decorate my bedroom . when i means my bedroom it actually referring to small room at my hostel. Before i touch down to my collage on 11 Sept, i sempat laa dropped by at IKEA just to curi some idea that suit with my room dekat hostel tu. i just want to rearrange my space just to make sure that i'm not boring yale yalee with the same stuff that i'm keep repeating used since i did my diploma.. boleh imagine tak betaaapa bosan nya if u still used the same things over and over again for 3 years ??

so i rasa sem ni i nak girlish2 sikit and jadi mak mak yang suka bunga so i beli la some flowers from ikea. its fake flower sebab tak kuasa i nak jaga fresh flower dekat dalam hostel ni kan. takdak masa nak kelebet-kelebet bunga tu air kurang ke, baja kurang ke, vitamin cukup ke tak.

it supposed to be place in vase tapi i still tak beli vase die so i put it together with my stationery stuff ghee

i really adore this combination of color . you all boleh click dkt link ni since i tak boleh nak copy the picture. the idea comes from aishah amin. very simple and tak crowded with too much furniture. so sesuai sangat la untuk orang bujang kan.

009 : Donation to Rara

2011-08-19T21:54:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum peeps !

allhamdulliah kenyang perut after berbuka. Lepas berbuka bukanya nak cepat-cepat p solat kan. tapi cepat-cepat cuci pinggan nak sembang . we do love talking randomly. semua issue nak sumbat if dah family berkumpul kan. but lain pula aku, i cepat-cepat nak makan and siap-siap nak terus on laptop, bukak fb. habit yang memang boleh buat kau berat masuk neraka la kan. o,0

when i login fb kan, i tengok one of my friends update link to Rara Zikry. One of the beautiful women and a very good looking person . when i watched news dekat ntv7, as a human being i rasa macam ya allah, kesian nya dia. . yerla, people around her never expect one chill girl yang sweet, active, happy go lucky then tiba-tiba coma for 2 months. She looks totally different.If I yang kena go through all that moment memang i akan rasa besarnya dugaanMu ya Allah. memang kerdilnya manusia disisiNya. Allah love you Rara. Everything happened for a reason and i am sure there will always be something great plan from Allah the Greatest for you.

so as a reminder to us, kita boleh berbangga dengan apa yang Allah swt beri tapi kita harus sedar nikmat yang diberiNya hanyalah sementara, Anytime Allah swt boleh tarik nikmat yang Dia anugerahkan kepada kita. Ingat kepada dia kita datang, dan kepada dia kita kembali.

so, lets pray for her and feel free to contribute some money to reduce her burden. Be strong Rara and families !

008 : my name is ......

2011-08-18T01:51:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum and hello buddies . phewwww. deep breath. dah lama tak update blog so i feel like my left brain didn't function well..what i can say is Sorry peeps because i need my time to pamper myself with my own stuff. I'm not busy but try to keep myself busy. To be more specific, try to cure myself from penyakit manusia. i'm so sick with those thing, people .I tahu bila dah diam sunyi and dah slow sikit blogwalking and update entry, it will take time to attract readers to come back to my blog. tapi tak kisah la kan since I boleh start it back slowly. SORRY again, i'm talking crap !!

what i did during my sem break yang sungguh asyik panjang ni kan ialah dengan hanya on9 27hours. I'm keep repeating visit the same blog, website which make u macam kau tak de life langsung. Then, hari ni nak try baca blog baru and I coincidentally click satu link blog ni because I baca url blog die macam nak sama dengan url blog i. mynameisnamee vs mainamezai. sah -sah la url blog i in term of grammar salah kan because i didn't put IS. sorry teacher (o,0). why people easily say sorry huh??? ker aku sorang je yang ter'over nak sorry sorry..

chup, back to this blog http://nameeroslan.blogspot.com , I tak pernah langsung being attach to this blog dan tak pernah kenal langsung saper blogger tu. tak tahu yang die ni tergolong dalam blogger yang famous juga. sungguh noob la diri ni yang tak pernah tahu ada blogger cun macam dia. so badd. yeahhh i got to know her through FB from entry It's Tudung People . entry dia not bad, everything is about her perception, opinion , self-experience dan yang penting takde gossip-gossip murah yang nak dilelong okay. Then from that i terus nak baca semua entry dia, lepas tu terus nak add dia dan terus nak say thank you to her when Namee approved i . then terus rasa wuaaa cantiknya blogger ni. lepas tu tak tahu nak terus kan apa lagi then terus nak rasa speechless dan nak terus rasa macam kasi penampar je dekat muka sendiri sebab over admire orang kan.. Normal latu manusia kan memang ada sifat macam tu. okla that all, just to let u guys know yang blog Namee best untuk anda stop and baca entry dia.

Okay, Take care people =)

007

2011-06-29T01:36:00.002+08:00

kisah cinta saya bukan macam kisah cinta Ali Setan

tak pernah saya dapat hadiah katak

sungguh setan Ali itu

cerita cinta saya jauh sekali macam film romantic karya William Shakespeare : Romeo and Juliet

u die i'm die...

kalau film Titanic..

U jumped, I jumped..omg, i tak sanggup terjun laut demi lelaki

plus, i bukan anak golongan elit yang suka belayar naik cruise then terjumpa guys handsome terus mintak dia potret gambar naked i

nak kata macam chindrella story??

perghhh tak pernah pulak dapat kasut comel kaca tu

macam film Nur kasih ??? lagi la jauh panggang dari api

saya bukan Nur...dan dia bukan Adam

kisah cinta saya sudah sampai noktah.

penghujung yang penuh tanda tanya

yang saya sendiri tak tahu apa jadi dengan hero and heroin nya

ending dia hero mati ker, diorang khawin, dapat anak and they live happy ever after or what.

to EP - cikgu fizz

thanks for being part of my memory

i already give u a second chance

but u never ever appreciate it

to learn from the past mistake

there wouldn't be a third chances

and i already try my best to be part of your life, but Allah swt know better.

i would not regret for what I've choose.

to be frank, i'm happy for our short term relationship, get to know who are you 'my pendek'

but enough is enough

we're not means together

without saying any final goodbye, phone call, or text

i'm sorry.

dear Allah swt, give me strength to move forward..

bless both of us on our own different path and life..

wish u, ep to have good fortunate all the way in your future undertaking..

Amin.

Everyone has a fair turn to be as great as he pleases-Jeremy Collier

006

2011-05-15T22:19:00.003+08:00

i want to kick somebody ass.
ok.fine.its not cool.behave zai behave....cool down.
my fb acc temporarily not available.nope..its permanently not available!!urghh.so i need to search back my old-friends, my blog friends bla bla bla and add them back one by one. ridiculous job....

005

2011-04-15T15:32:00.002+08:00

There’s so much to tell you. But I can’t talk about it just yet. though,i have no idea which one to start with.haiishh...

first-what we have today because of what we had done in the past. we deserved to be appreciated and being award. so, last week dinner held by our college purposely to celebrate all the athlete just great for us. all the iron ladies had our makan besar on that night. thanks melati...

white purple theme

second- end of 14 weeks in hell > let's gooooo deeper for part 5 :D (what my friends post in his fb wall). yesh, we are exactly at the end of fourth sem, and now all my friends in holiday fever !!! even-though we not yet sit for any paper for final. I can't wait to get it started and finish it soon.

third- In just few hours left i will be at my hometown, Jitra which mean I'll be away from shah alam for a while. That's what I'm waiting for quite long time :-)

004

2011-04-01T11:58:00.002+08:00

procrastination. okay, I'll do it later lah. That is a normal among us, in students life. but, I do believe its same goes to our lecturer. they always keep reminds on us don't do last minute work instead of saying Ehh, sama lah dengan I . Of course I don't tell them that they are just like us . we breath from the same environment. so everyone has this sense, Procrastinate human. but this time, i really want to put the blame on our lecturers. last minute assignment,pop-quizzes ,test etc etc . it is nearly to the end of the sem la ms.mdm.sir! just 2 weeks left before the final, we need to have some meditation. yeah I guess now I could really understand the term of the workload etc etc. haaiihh....

1st april - april fool - but april is not fool

003

2011-03-27T04:06:00.001+08:00

what make Penang and Malacca look similar? food? culture? building? people? UNESCO world heritage authorization? tettt. nope. my answer will be 'THE SMELL' of heritage state in Malaysia. I love walking by at the old building in their little town. we can smell the culture of Malaysian. you can found out that almost every inch of the town there will be nostalgic and historical little things all around the corner.Because it ancient history and do appreciate so that it can be last forever...

002

2011-03-27T02:22:00.003+08:00

less pin, more air. that call trendy. walking up to my faculty, my eyes will rested on the Malay-Jawa-Gypsy girl wearing those exotic scarf on the top of their head. without need to pin it off, just let the rest of the scarf hanging, that what we call LESS PIN, MORE AIR. It good for the sake of air circulation and doesn't need to consume so much time to wear it and yet simple and still look gorgeous. I do believe it would effected for those in brooch/pin/kerongsang industry ;-) BUT, just to bear in our mind with this phrase....

Hadis nabi :"barangsiapa yang meniru sesuatu kaum, maka ia termasuk dari kalangan mereka" – riwayat Abu Daud.

picture courtesy to Google

001

2011-03-27T00:56:00.002+08:00

Dulu waktu kanak-kanak, soalan ni mesti kadang-kadang jadi bualan. 'kalau bagi pilihan, nak mak ker ayah yang meninggal dulu?'. soalan macam anak derhaka sangat kan. tapi jawapan yang selalu keluar dari kotak minda mentah semestinya 'aku mintak, aku yang pergi dulu sebelum diaorang'.lagi sekali jawapan jahil keluar dari mulut. Bukan apa, selaku anak semestinya tak sanggup nak go through that moment. kadang-kadang selalu terfikir benda negative macam-mana nak hadapi saat tu, saat yang semua orang tak nak langsung ingat. tapi kita hanya insan kerdil, manusia biasa dan tak mampu nak melawan segala ketentuan dariNya. so, apa yang boleh kita buat hanyalah berdoa untuk kesejahteraan semua. semoga dipanjangkan lagi waktu untuk aku menghadapi saat itu. semoga mak ayah dipanjangkan umur mereka.semoga Allah swt melindungi semua umatnya.Amin.

we miss our mum, we love our dad

another hoby you should watch-out !

2011-03-12T14:09:00.007+08:00

and again, my lame blog is getting to warm-up. currently Me start to change my passionate. fall in love with challenging sports. brah brah brah. it obviously awesooome !!! (imitate style from IniAnwarHadi ) do watch out his video peeps. so i take the challenge to register as part of cycling community which we voluntarily get our body to be injured. ha.ha. Apa yang extreme sangat yang kau kecoh-kecoh ni ? it mountain bike bebb. another tough activity all people can join, but yea no doubt its quite costly to invest your money to buy the bicycle. (i really mean it) you can pay down payment for kancil ok to get that bicycle. So last week we did go to Taman Cabaran, Putrajaya just to test out our human endurance. kental ke kencur ?

part of the bicycle

go-go red team!orang lain semua semangat, wan boleh pula tido. susah nak capture muka dia sebab asyik mata nak tidoo je. so nahh. meera (in yellow scarf) hanya bermotivasi pada permulaan sahaja dan kemudiannya, bayangan meera lesap dari flash camera. seba sebab sebab sebabbb.....bersambung

doing some checking, wheel botak ke ada bunga ? disc brake function ke tak ?

he gives us some explanation before we start riding

pre-riding

starting point of the challenges obstacle in the jungle , it off-road cycling . tudung senget ke apa ke dah tak kisah. at this point, apa yang penting is to control our breath

deyy, helmet tu penting laah. time ni tiba-tiba dengar suara perempuan menjerit dalam hutan. it shocking us !! its meera . she got some minor accident since she cant control her bicycle and heat the tree. and she kiss that tree.ha.ha. oh yea, she suffered some badly wounded in her face. so, dia just stop dekat situ sahaja....poor you meera.

take a 5 minute break before balik ke daratan. tengok macam tak penat kan just macam lepak2 but seriously it make you sweating more than normal . one of my friends dah mcm nak vomit. we all terlupa nak bawa mineral water that why jadi macam ni. actually before start, we did take some glucose for additional energy, so we thought that just enough.rupa2nya tidak sama sekali.

tengok tudung wan tu, kan orang cakap berpeluh. pic tgh riding tak banyak since sorang pun tak bawa camera, sayang camera lah katakan.

she still can smile . satisfaction.haha.sebab it fun yaw, you get the price. experience.

time to say bye-bye. bicycle pun naik bus tau

entry lame ni banyak sangat gambar nak loading,sorry.
ok, Bye

old-school

2011-03-12T02:16:00.004+08:00

this entry was dedicated to my darling friends in silent..Ekin, Ain, Nirah, Farah,Linda.

uniform sekolah bertukar. tiada lagi istilah kain cotton biru tua. kini biru laut jadi pengganti. tudung bulat jadi makin singkat. tiada istilah guru besar tapi pengetua.muka member pun dah berubah. dulu licin tapi sekarang dah ada gunung berapi yang tunggu mahu meletus mengeluarkan larva, yerkks ! beg swan bertukar beg adidas. kasut zip-zap Bata mahu diganti kasut tali All-Star. makin lusuh lagi bagus, berkretampilan...baru remaja !!!

stage ni, my friends my soul. kawan satu keperluan bukan kehendak. kawan umpama penyakit berjangkit merebak sepantas Influenza meyebarkan virus. silap langkah boleh bawa maut. pemilihan kawan sangat penting. kawan belajar, kawan hang-out, kawan gossip, kawan join activity CoCo (curriculum ),kawan sukan, kawan keluar rehat, kawan p jumpa cikgu, kawan nak ponteng class etc. harus tapis elok-elok. silap tapisan, diri sendiri menyesal. jangan salahkan parents tak pandai didik. buka hati, buka mata, buka minda.muhasabah diri ustazah pesan.

cakap pasal future memang semua nak yang tip-top. cita-cita non-sense tak pernah lekang. mahu jadi tu, mahu jadi ni. tapi Allah swt dah tentukan masa depan kita, so we just need to drive our self on the right path. conflict tolak tepi, lumrah lah kan. masing-masing tak sabar nak jadi 18tahun. reality-nya being 18 tak cool langsung. sweet 16 lagi gempak kot.

Alhamdullilah, i got what we call true friends. but now masing-masing dah tak jumpa for ages i think ( you know what I miss every single moment with you girls ). Impossible la sangat sekarang nak gather macam dulu. so, nak reduce tendency mabuk zaman kanak-kanak ribena, here i show-off picture umur sebelum 22 tahun. mesti hampa tak expect aku nak taruk dekat blog kan. heee


form 4 - 2005


2007 - the day after SPM result was announced :-))

2007- a day before registered as Uni students !

Dec 2007 (ought 2be the most coolio age)

hee-banyak lg pic kurang sopan yg aku belum reveal.so nak lagi, kena jumpa dulu.hehe

ok, bye.

simple comeback

2011-02-25T16:22:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum. almost at the end of February 2011.I got a very random quote to share. some sort of motivation quote that really inspired my peeps and me. when we found others people who do much better than our self, than this quote will pop-up....I got it when i doing my diploma, a simple note affixed to the door of my lecturer.

Broga Hill phenomenon

2011-01-27T21:21:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hello dears,

finally, one of my 2011 resolutions came true. A hiking trip to Broga Hill, Semenyih with my few friends. with 4 cars we drove from s.alam but then we separated into two group since we (me, miken, meera, faiz) wants to go for hike before subuh, so we all gerak dulu then followed up by the rest of my friends after subuh. you still can perform subuh at the top of the hills okay.

we spent such a precious moment climbing the hill, that extremely not really tough to hike. yea, definitely it will be tough for you if you climb so early in morning such like me. not me. us ! and syukur alhamdullilah, meera and me able to reach the third peak before 5.30am. there is no traffic congestion (manusia lah ) if you go early morning .unfortunately miken and her bf, Faez pancit dekat first lookout point lagi since miken got asthma so dia dah surrender awal-awal lagi. meera make my dream come true beb since she always shouted at me ' zai, we can do it! dont waste my energy la kalau setakat nak stop dekat first lookout point okeh ! it still penat even u got high stamina sebab both of us keep sweating sampai shawl/selendang yang I pakai pun habis basah lencun. you know lencun which means my shawls totally kalau perah keluar air. haha.

to see the beautiful scenery of sunrise, masyallah!! extra wWooow. Speechless.

on our way down, it become packed with thousands of people, and its funny to see pe'el (perangai) orang yg bagai2

amazing rite babehh ??


this what make people motivated to go for broga hill.hehe

for more wooow picture of broga hill, just Google it. oh yea, all the picture i took from my friends since I feel not really in mood to capture all the moment. plus just me and meera sahaja yg berjalan sampai ke atas. so both are tired loooh tu pasal tak bergambar. rugi kan. takpe next time ada lagi.

what next meera miken ?? jeng jeng jeng !!

rojak vs pasembor

2011-01-18T01:44:00.001+08:00

people here always get confius which is rojak and which is pasembur or in north area call it pasemboq. kalau cakap dengan member-member dari selatan mostly, bila cakap nak makan rojak mesti dorang akan imagine pasemboq. pasemboq and rojak is two different dishes. izit dishes ? pasemboq punya ingredients basically ada cucumber, celeriac, taucu, ketam, potatoes, instant sea-food, cucur udang etc plus dengan kuah sambal yang spicy! dan rojak of course la ingredients dia buah-buahan and kuah color hitam tu. tapi kalau nak consider in term of health, rojak is much better than pasemboq sebab dia guna raw vege without fried. kalau pasemboq dorang fried semua ingredients dia kecuali vege. dan yang pasti juga pasemboq dekat sini tak sedap macam dekat Penang. so far, Penang's pasemboq yang paling okay sekali. haishh. actually lapaq pasemboq padang kota ni. Tak sabaq nak tunggu next week, cuti mid term, balik rumah, makan pasemboq Penang.


banyak pilihan, rambang mata nak pilih. ikut nafsu memang hancus

ini baru the real rojak

harap clear nah...

annoying la bro

2011-01-15T12:41:00.002+08:00

dulu sepi sekarang tak lagi. hidup makin happy. I need to focus on my daily life. Blogging is not my priority so i make decision to make it private. However, after difikir-fikir kan balik, buat apa nya nak private, ko bukan nya public figure pun nak nyorok-nyorok dari paparazi, nak avoid dari serangan hendap cik anon ka or apa-apa. so, now i was here. keep on writing whatever goes around my mind.

berbalik pada topic 'Annoying la bro'. aku ada kisah nak dikesahkan. semester 4 ni aku rasa macam nak mengaktifkan diri join apa-apa club. clubbing mungkin termasuk sekali (o,0). Pantang ada AGM mesti nak attend. memeriahkan majlis orang cakap. So, aku dengan member pergi la meeting satu club ni, nama club tak boleh reveal . Actually kitaorang dah lewat 30 minutes. Then, ada la sorang encik nerd yg juga mantan president club ni. Aku tak tahu camna dia boleh jadi president. Memang tak sesuai. Badan tak tough langsung. percayalahhh aku. Tiba-tiba dia buat peramah luar biasa. Yer aku tahu selaku orang yang lebih tua dan ex-president club, he must to act good towards his junior. Tapi kan beb, aku rasa tak perlu lah nak over beramah mesra call 'ABANG'.. eee, geli aku. bukan geli aku. geli semua orang. geli yek yek yek. tak sesuai kot nak call abang. dia buat macam zaman sekolah . then, tanya soalan macam macam macam dia counselor. tanya soalan yang tak boleh blah langsung. soalan yang kita nak jawab pun nak-tak-nak.so, sebelum dia proceed kepada soalan-soalan tak munasarawak dia, kitaorang angkat kaki dulu. he.he

maybe korang akan cakap, I'm rude.takder adat, tak sopan, tak berbudi bahasa. fine. but in my situation aku rasa tak perlu kot golongan senior I means macam senior yang jarak umur tiga empat tahun dari kita nak bahasakan diri 'ABANG'. cukupla introduce himself as 'aku atau nick name'. lagi orang rasa comfortable nak berbual ye tak ?

healthy new year morning

2011-01-01T11:51:00.002+08:00

Morning, my first entry for year 2011. Yea, today morning we have chicken burger as our healthy breakfast. New year fever and new year resolution. Eat more healthy food , cut all that devil food okey, no fast food. Insyallah. I cakap chicken burger healthy sebab I tak fried the burger but bakar dlm oven. Then, burger tu pula home made yg totally lemak-lemak ayam tu dibuang terus, and no oil was added. Chup bukan takde langsung minyak . ada tapi cuma time nak bakar, I taruk olive oil satu titik enough .hahah. kedekut gile kan. And it totally kenyang nak mampus. boleh tahan perut sampai petang kot. Today last masak sebab malam ni dah balik shah alam. ele, macam la tiap2 hari aku turun dapur. dusta semuanya. and yet i blum kemas-kemas all my stuff lagi. He.he biasa la nak balik hostel je memang mood camni.


terinfluence dgn rancangan Dishes With Vivian at afc. cuti sem ni asyik layan afc dgn tlc saja.nah ambek kau burger roti gemuk penuh ruang udara kosong. fake bread hahah.

ps- macy, blog i color kelabu ni sebab i nak tukar layout baru. then tetiba ja entenet slow so i stick with this color dulu la for a moment.harap maklum nah

entry last blog mainamezai

2010-12-31T21:28:00.001+08:00

2010, just few hours left before we counting the time to 2011. Either it brings happiness into your life or not, we need to move on.

so, are you having New Year’s Eve party? me-ya-ya-no-n0. Ya i berparty di dapur rumah. Seronok gumbira membuat sesuatu dengan family penghujung tahun ni. We seldomly celebrate New Year together. So, penghujung 2010, I do celebrate with them. Even not all my siblings’ yg dapat balik but we have such a good gathering.

dapur mak menjadi pilihan untuk disemakkan. Mok cik yati kitaorang suruh buat kerja lain, kiranya dia off the whole day la buat kerja-kerja masak. Biar anak-anak dara nyah yg buat kerja! we choose to cook all the dished instead of buying or tapau or makan luar so dekat sini boleh jimat kan .

31/12/2010, rumah mokcik yati ada 2 orang chef. Sorang buat pastri and sorang lagi arabic/italianoo chef. Macam masuk masterchef beb. Kecoh je dapur. Sorang nak guna oven yg lagi sorang pun nak guna oven juga. So sorang kena hold on dulu. Nak chop the onion la, all the vege la, mana senduk nak guna, banyak mana garam nak masuk. Aku memang surrender bab-bab taruk garam ni. Meriah meriah. End up, we had our lunch at 6pm. Hee hee. Sorry time management memang fail ! ni kalau guest dtg confirm lapaq.

vege pizza cooked by me (clap-clap)- ignored the time/date salah setting

kebab, also cooked by me - big clap clap. haiya she haa start to show-off maa

cute cheese tart - baked by sis syiba (actually her first trial maa, not bad )


same maa, also cheese tart but we put variety of fruit just to add more color on it. baru interesting. and yah, it less sugar. we.so.in.love.with.your.less.sugar.cheese. tart.next time buat lagi yer syiba

-Happy New year 2011 peeps-

i'm choose to be silent because of.....

2010-12-26T03:05:00.003+08:00

psssstt because of i off to free-duty island laa ! fyi. nak fikir negative la tu. yer, I admit that i selalu sangat tinggal blog, its my habit. post 1 entry tahan 1 minggu . bukan saja-saja xtaknak update but guys you know what i got a very hectic week. hectic but fun yauuu. last week kan I already told you guys yang I off for honeymoneymoon. so, yes I pergi Langkawi 4hari 3mlm. okay la tu kan. This is percutian budget since we going to Langkawi during sem break so duit pun kureng. lagipun, we not being employed so takde monthly income lagi makanya percutian budget just great for us. backpacked traveling !! before we go for the new year and the new sem which is just around the corner so it better for us to ber-getaway on our sem break. spend some precious time at the island and beach is woooouch osemm!

my last visit before year 2010 come to the end.welcome to my la.la.diary. ha ha. ok report macam bosan.

helaian pertama 21/12/2010- we was at Gunung Mat Chincang Cabel Car for the whole day. sedari awal dah tahu cuti-cuti sekolah mesti orang ramai so we woke up early morning just to queue up to buy the ticket. but lagi terkejut bila sampai je dekat counter, we thought we gona be the 1st person yang nak naik cable car, tapi ada orang yang much-much awal lagi dari kitaorang. macam biasa, line untuk tunggu mcm ular. tapi demi cable car, sanggup tunggu! please show off your glamorous IC picta okey to get rm15 for the ticket. do use our privilege as Malaysian ! here we goo all the picture, not all lah, just part of the picture becuz i kno some of u will get bored all the green picta i sempat capture on our holiday tu...

the bottom of the mountain which u can see part of Thailand territory, the island not the mainland lah.

can u see how cold it was. u come to Langkawi but you feel like you were in Genting. (o,0)

we excited and it worth to spend rm15 for the ticket okay.sebab we all naik 2 round.hehe


just do ignore that blue boy cuz he spoil up our picta lahh.

on the track to go to the bridge. u have to climb all the tangga. put away your stiletto. bear in your mind, if u want to protect your foot from injured just wearing flip flop/sneakers/ flat shoes.


dah jalan atas ni, you all akan rasa bridge tu bergoyang sikit sebab angin tiup kan. and siapa yang ada masalah takut dengan ketinggian are encourage to challenge yourself to walk along the bridge. rugi kalau tak pergi situ.

mlmnya, lepak di Pantai Chenang since langkawi hanya hidup sebelah malam di chenang. we had our dinner at the beach yaw. we bought shawarma yg superb delicious at one of the Arabic stall. see, kedai dia kecik saja. and the owner and the chef 121% purely arabic but they can speak malays fluently.cayalahh bahasa melaysia!


motive ? just to show you guys how big-biggastt the shawarma/kebab-rm12, kenyang


the last day was spent at Harbour

the building looks so manglishh..Europe?


Pantai kok cantik and bersih compared to others.. bila air surut sahaja kita boleh nampak view Langkawi Resort ni.bila air pasang, batu-batu ni which is fossil akan tenggelam and jadi part of the ocean.

I tak pergi shopping sangat.ok, tipu meera and me spend rm250 for chocolate. hey, come on Langkawi chocolate murah, dont miss the chance lah. for chocoholic especially kan. saya yg bukan addicted to chocolate pun rasa mcm nak pick every type of chocolate .haha.gerammm tengok packaging cantik .sesuai utk buat present.

nak nak nak nak!!

helaian terakhir- 3hari in row i spend almost the whole day at the beach, swim swimming, menghitamkan kulit yang sedia gelap. sampai rambut pun dah jadi keras macam rupa rambut it kurt kobain dgn bob marley. haha . most of the time asyik pindah dari satu pantai ke pantai yg lain. it cool lah. barulah betul-betul p langkawi kan. he. tapi sayang hajat nak pergi island hopping and snorkeling dekat Pulau Payar tak kesampaian since zai just pergi berdua dengan meera. kalau nak sewa boat mahal lah. so next time jelah pergi dengan member2 in group baru murah . so sape-sape ada hati mau pergi langkawi, do inform me pronto !!

cara hidup kita berbeza, mari makan laddhu cicah sambal belacan, minum pula tea cina.perghh

2010-12-14T22:41:00.001+08:00

helloha. sorry for no reason . elee macam la org nanti2 sgt I nk update blog kan. update ke tak update ke sama je. so, nak sedap hati i'll say 'Ini belog diupdate untuk future reference either by my siblings, me even my ex-schoolmate AIN *kasi bold sikit nama ni . see dah kantoi . she so curious to know what ups with my life kan kan Ain. sila angguk Ain !! thanks i'm so appreciate for your pleasure ;-)

breathe in and breathe out. take a deep breathe and release. ok cool .now focus nak type apa.

while I washing-up all the dirty plate. of coz la dirty plate kan, takkan plate bersih pun ko nak cuci lagi, Bibik jiran sebelah rumah pun tak buat macam tu. and I was thinking about some sort of issue. cun!!! idea baik datang bagai mencurah-curah sambil main sabun and air sambil berangan-angan. combination of this two element kindly so useful when we are run out of idea. lagipun dah ada orang suruh I update belog. he. so baiklah saya Zai dengan ringan jari menaip entry baru.

back to right path, human relations. hubungan manusia ada banyak jenis. korang fikir lah. but now I nak focus our relations with other races. sound racist ? chill babehh. entry ni tak sentuh mana-mana sensitivity kaum ya. it universal.

view yg I suka tengok when we hanged-out either dekat mall, kaki-lima, kopitiam or what-so-ever places suka terserempak dengan those group or geng which consist of different races. which mean dorang berkawan/berlepak/bershopping/belajar/ber-exercise not only with those from their own race but bangsa lain jugak. nampak sangat coollliooohh macam kulum ais ketul dalam mulut sampai keluar asap woo !! dan untuk nampak coolioo macam dorang,be all smile, thumbs up and do respect them..That's why lah I suka tengok film Sepet, Talentime, Gubra, Mualaf or mana2 movie involving multi-cultural friendship or relations. and i have one of my friends which he has one Malaysia's family. since his late-father is Chinese convert to Islam so his grandmom is Chinese. Then, one of his uncle is chinese convert to Indian. so , he do celebrate every single festive in Malaysia lahh. suko den kalau I lahir dalam family tu...confirmla time CNY i dapat ang pau banyak.

aku juga mahu begitu, punya teman nya ket India ket Chinese dan lain-lain kokk. ngak mahu hanya berkawan sama-sama kita ajaa..aku jugak mahu temannya dari Indonesia..ahh omong-omong kosong. ehem ehem yer, saya juga ingin mempunyai kawan rapat bukan sahaja dari bangsa melayu tetapi lain-lain. tapi, tak pernah ada peluang okay nak rasa nikmat macam tu.bukan tak bercakap dengan dorang tapi most of my student life and my life tak banyak involved dengan Chinese, Indian, dayak , kadazan, student.

time sekolah rendah. area rumah aku tu ada 3 jenis sekolah rendah. sek.keb, sek.tamil, sek.cina . so sekolah aku sek.keb confirmla ramai muka-muka melayu. tapi ada la dalam class aku tu budak lelaki berbangsa Singh. kemain die lilit sanggul atas kepala, rambut dia toksah cakap la panjang mana. tapi time tu tak faham maksud kawan . yg aku tahu, semua budak dalam class tu aku berkawan. tapi naik darjah 3, aku dah rapat dengan member perempuan ni berbangsa Iban, aku still ingat nama dia beb, Tracy Rozana a/p Elizabeth . mana tak ingat, dia duk sebelah aku time class. serious putih cantik. tapi unfortunately kitaorang kawan kejap je sebab naik darjah 4 i moved to another school. so, our friendship is over just like that. time kecik-kecik mana ada perasaan sedih semua happy. kiranya putus hubungan dengan member pun happy.pindah sekolah baru, arghh lagi la takde muka bangsa-bangsa lain. muka bangsa-bangsa bersatu (PBB) lagi lah susah nak jumpa. berkawanlah aku dengan kaum-kaum melayu.

sekolah menengah. yea dah jumpa muka asing. dekat sek.men , ramai member-member Buddha. yakni Siamese. I prefer nak berkawan dengan Siamese dari chinese student sebab dorang berkelompok. tapi still tegur-tegur la. ada yang muka samseng samseng yg kalau jumpa asyik keluar perkataan Chi-bai chi-bai, ko orang nak cabai kah ?? so, saya lupakan niat mahu berkawan dengan chinese. so berkawanlah dengan Siamese. advantage dorang ni ialah they able to speak very fluently in Bahasa, English, Mandarin, dan juga Thailand. sempatla belajar 2 3 ayat dalam bahasa Thailand. antara ayat yg still ingat daripada banyak-banyak ayat yang belajar ialah : Pai nai (nak pergi mana ? ) mee'auuw (taknak) ma kin khaw (jom makan nasi) mai'bia (takder duit) ..tp ada nahu nahu lah cara nak bercakap pun. orang Thailand kan cakap lembut.

university life. uitm purposely build up to be open for malays and bumiputra student only. peluang nak dpt member non-malay lagi tipis loh. pergi class, balik class, roomate-classmate-groupmate-semua semua lah malays. yer, akhirnya saya sedar saya ialah Melayu. asal melayu maka hidup hari-hari pun melayu. hari-hari makan belacan mesti bau belacan , mana boleh nak bau tossei masam kan.

for the next future. i hope to get along with other races esp bila dah kerja nanti. just wait and see. nanti dah kerja I story lagi.ahahhaha, tu pun kalau blog ni wujud lagi lah.

so I've got a bit of confession to make - i like to see Chinese guy *blushing blushing, hooops dunt throw your flip flops at me derrrr (o,0)

i want to be on top! mood ANTM. cakap gaya tyra bank

2010-12-10T12:56:00.000+08:00

on9 fb cam biasa. tengok wall coursemate ramai post status praise to Allah swt for the result. my face turn to be ketat. tunggu tak tukar jadi avatar ja. result dah keluar wey. pantas tapi tak berapa tangkas aku check yahoo account since starting sem ni onward, result will be announce and send to our e-mail. excellent! more practical orang cakap. takder la student2 nak bermaki-makian stuck in traffic congestion nak check result semata-mata kan.

move on. mata ni laju-laju ja cari mana emel dari Isis-uitm. yah got it, ada dekat spam. click and click terus appear result. oh gosh, sapa punya result ni. asal ada satu tu panjang sangat comment. bukan tulis A+, A , A- ..tp FAIL. demmm!! I felt the world want to end..scroll bawah lagi cgpa 2.58! and now i volunteer to be part of Palestine community. mati syahid lagi mulia dari survive dgn cgpa 2.58. haaihh

tapikan lucky me, tu mimpi aku semalam . serius.

when woke up, i wish that figure not turn to be reality. and after checking , yesh alhamdullilah and I should say thanks for our creator Allah swt, people around me yg support time exam haritu. budget macam dapat dean list.porahh cik zai. sila buktikan sem depan !!!! my result tak capai tahap kedewaan seorang student lagi. masih terkial-kial. masih harus put double triple effort on my study.

so, here i'm figure out why result tak ngetopp -

tidur banyak, bangun pagi tengok luar hujan, tarik blanket tinggi-tinggi tutup satu badan. zass, gua sambung tido. nyaman.

class cancel. on laptop. on9. main

class bel. lecturer dkt depan bertazkirah, aku meera buat aktivity lain dkt belakang. out of sudden, madam gelak for the funniest joke she made, kitaorang buat2 paham join gelak berirama satu class. saja bagi tambah gimik .lawak madam tu benar-benar menyentuh ulu hati kitaorang. then, tengok muka each other tanya ' weh meera, madam buat lawak apa. pasaipa depa gelak sangat ?'

study time final sahaja !! biasa la study awal-awal tak ingat. lame excuse

jalan tak banyak, so otak jadi backward. fcuk. (aku sebut jenama jam ok bukan fuck) aku rasa kurangnya pendekatan dgn alam semulajadi membuatkan otak jadi lembap. sem depan, yesh banyakkan lagi percutian ke tempat menarik di Malaysia.

baru nak get use dgn environment dkt shah alam. if stay uitm kedah dulu lain. dalam satu class tu student tak sampai 20 orang. so lecturer boleh kenal every student so detail. ni s.alam satu class dah crowded dgn mcm jenis makluk . class mesti kena pergi awal sebab nanti kerusi meja ko kena cari sendiri dekat class lain. apekes pegi class nak kena g cari meja cari kerusi. spoil mood panjat tangga tinggi-tinggi kena ketuk-ketuk class lain tanya ada meja kosong ke tak.

selalu termiss solat. bila terlalu happy, terlupa kejap dkt Allah. bila nak exam , sedih baru la nak ingat kan. tak malu betul manusia , kau la tu zai. asal jiwa kacau kau tak tahu malu tadah tangan berdoa dekat Dia mintak segala benda. tapi bila Dia dah bagi, kau start la lupa nak sembahyang. haaisshh

dan conklusinya, saya sedar. kesilapan masa lalu mengubah kita untuk maju kedepan. apa yang kita dapat harini adalah apa yang kita buat pada masa lalu. so you deserved for what you had done zai. the mistake of the past make us mature :-)

belajar bersungguh-sungguh , pesanan skema yang acapkali disebut oleh parents, cikgu, lecturer kita kan -smile

I would like to wish

2010-12-07T06:44:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year
salam Maal Hijrah 1432

for all Muslims around the world

hope this new year bring more prosperity in our life

more barakah and may Allah SWT bless our life now and hereafter :-)
amin...

p/s- I used to be addicted with tumblr..here my tumblr link.

semua orang nak cerita pasal convo dorang , aku pun

2010-12-06T05:48:00.001+08:00

official theme for my dip.graduation day- black and white

yesh, pagi ni buka mata dah ada dekat bumi kedah. tapi i got flu la pulak kan. yerla asyik kena hujan je dari 1st day sampai shah alam sampai la kemarin. so ontheway atas kereta asyik aku je bising-bising hidung tersumbat, bersin and kepala panas. atas highway kereta pulak jem. lagi tension. arghh bila nak sampai ni . saya nak ubat saya nak ubat !!! makan ubat terus nampak semua benda macam tilam vono empuk. lali weh. sekarang tissue dgn aku mcm member kamceng.

my convocation day. Allhamdullilah. everything went well. cuaca pun okay. sebab tak hujan lebat macam hari sebelum-sebelum nya. kalau hujan lebat memang spoil abis mood nak bergambar. Tapi, sumpah kali ni gambar aku sikit je sebab rushing nak balik p IKEA. makan meatball. aku tahan perut semata-mata nak makan meatball IKEA.

since nama aku start dengan Z, so aku agak dibelakang . dalam dewan pun seat row last sekali. nak tunggu turn naik stage pun lambat. sampai member aku cakap dah penghujung baru nampak kau zai. tapi, time keluar dewan akulah manusia terawal keluar. so, nanti nama anak jangan letak start dengan huruf Z okay.

sidang zai tu ada budak course Account yang lagi ramai kot dari course kitaorang and ramai juga budak2 account yang dapat Anugerah Naib Canselor. so no wonder dorang kena compete since dorang agaaaaak ramai. if convo dekat uitm, kita boleh tahu student lain grad dengan CGPA berapa. for diploma level, ikut bintang dekat nama dia. dari takdak bintang sampai la 3 bintang. for degree level, ikut class. 1st class ke second class upper or lower. uishh, malu kan. so my aim untuk degree harus grad with first class honor !! definitely, i really really want the first one. kenapa tak ANC???, my answer will be ..... macam impossible to reach. kita tahu diri kita boleh capai tahap mana kan just kena buang sifat MALAS tu sahaja, baru boleh berjayaaa , yeahh!

cakap pasal result kan, confirm sekarang student uitm semua tengah cuak . ker aku sorang je yang cuak barai (o,0). our result will be release on this coming Friday. now, just boleh redha je kan. I don't know what to expect for this semester. it's 50-50 chance. Hopefully, miracle to be happen and best luck to my peeps. Ameen.

ps-thanks for those who visit my blog, i'll do the same too next time okay, dun worry :-)

i.love.december 2010

2010-11-28T10:02:00.003+08:00

i really cant wait for my tight schedule week. yerla sebab bila kita busy takde la kita rasa macam alone, buntu gila-gila-gila, 3 kali gila i repeat okay. it means when you got nothing to do in your daily days, it make you looks so cuckoo. tapi tak tahu lah siapa-siapa yang tak suka membusykan diri sendiri. me ? like too much . but sometimes tu taknak la busy sampai hectic sangat, tidur pun tak cukup sampai mata nampak macam bapak panda..yang ni selalu jad dekat I time exam aaahhhaa .bangun-bangun pagi pun dah separa gila, kena stop jap then kena fikir-fikir balik hari ni hari apa..apa aku buat semalam. makan pun tak sempat tapi aku pelik betul for those yang busy sampai makan pun tak sempat? at least grab la anything yang very easy and fast to eat, mcm biscuit ker, milo ker. takder la perut tu kosong je kan...sudah membebel, rasa entry macam keluar tajuk.whatever lah.

back-to-back...i.love.december 2010 :)

two week in row i'll busy. hooyeii!!! did i'm looking so excited for December why yah ? lets me list down my wonder-wonderfool activities that will take place on this December ..budget macam korang nak follow-up aku punya activites kan. mana la taw kot-kot activities korang plan tersama dengan aku . haa kan boleh join sekali. so here we goooo my upcoming events...............

29 /11

going to s.alam, meets up my buddies (MayMay) and pick my robe

30 /11

i'm heading to Malacca
(everything about that heritage state saya suka)

2 / 12

my graduation day
(mode utk grad biasa-biasa jer sebab diploma jekan, but i've to appreciate for my effort so kena acting yang I suka sangat)

2 - 4 / 12

hang out with family
(ok yang ni nak senyum puas-puas sampai nampak semua gigi I anak tekak sekali (o,0)

9 - 12/ 12

Langkawi (^^)

10 / 12

omehgoatttt result keluar

13 / 12

anddd to anyone who is interested and would like to see yuna closely,dun miss the chance! this event presenting Yuna and Hana from Maysaa. (Sangat teringin nak pergi tapi time tu dah balik kedah.haaaihh)

feeling like crazy !!!!

semakin tua semakin mahal

2010-11-21T17:53:00.003+08:00

' semakin tua semakin mahal ' . statement bukan ditujukan kepada golongan andartu mahupun andartuah. statement dipost khas untuk semua makluk didunia tak kira sex female or male. semua termasuk yah. yes kamu, termasuk juga :-)

as far as we concern . ok ayat macam nak buat presentation. hidup makin hari makin tua. tak perlu tunggu year by year to come over in our life. every minute is worth and it's priceless. dan setiap apa yg kita jumpa is experience. experience is the best teacher ! experience teach us wonderful thing happen around us. it make we realize on what level we are. experience teach us how we going to handle and manage it. experience buat kita kebal dengan hidup and yet experience buat kita malu, no doubt. hey we are human, we have go thorough a lot in our life. we meets different people with different attitude, the way of life and thought, different religion and belief so forth. whether upset or not, experience make human become expensive !! don't you realize about it ?

manusia jadi semakin mahal. waii? yerla, dah harga barang makin naik, so manusia pun jadi mahal. betul tak ? they are interrelated between economy and life. when government announce that sugar price will be increase by 20sen starting tomorrow (alaaa 20sen je..pun) then besok hari nya bila lepak je kedai mamak harga teh tarik also will be increase. macam la bancuh 1 glass teh tarik , mamak tu kena taruk 1kilo gula. ye tak ? nampak sangat mamak tu capitalist ! itu kesah lepak kedai mamak. teh tarik manis penggalak penyakit diabetic tu pun harga dah nak sampai macam coffee Starbuck. baik lepak Starbuck kan...

kesah umur manusia dengan brand pulak. tak kesah lah brand apa pun. semakin manusia tua maka semakin mahai lah perbelanjaan harian manusia tersebut. acceptable tak hypothesis ? if we flashback our life starting we kids till now. time kecik-kecik layan baju jenama KIKO tak pun Ladybird. bila masuk sekolah rendah, nak p sekolah nak beg Swan. time sekolah rendah tak berapa kenai sangat jenama-jenama famous. apa ayah beli pakai je. tapi, bila masuk je sekolah menengah, kita start jadi very demanding person. kasut sekolah mau pakai kasut nike. same goes with beg, nak dress-up ala sporty-sporty girl so harus pakai beg berjenama sporty juga. Adidas,Nike, Radioactive, Converse tu harus ada dalam collection peribadi. lepas level SPM, time untuk study dekat unibersiti. hahh, time ni lagi independent kan. tak payah pakai uniform sekolah. pergi class melaram abis (sorry, aku tak melaram pergi class. reason ? selalu bangun lambat wey, rembat mana ada je, abis rajin aku mix and match baju kurung tudung hitam, aku rasa abis stylo pergi class dress-up cam tu ). ok, sambung balik...umur ni, tak layan dah Adidas, Nike semua tu, time ni layan pulak brand-brand obersees sana tu. Zara, Topshop, MNG, Guess and bla bla bla jadi pilihan. ice-cream pun dah tak layan ice-cream dua kupang tu, layan ice-cream BR je , hakikatnya ice-cream dua kupang tu lagi sedap dari BR. see, makin tua makin mahai kita spend money for necessity things in our life. bukan necessity la it more to our needs and wants yang tinggi sebenarnya. ~ hohmeygoat geleng kepala ramai-ramai okeh

meh kita tengok dari segi education. people start from zero. when there are injection of some money on people, they become expensive! manusia jadi mahal bila kita ukur manusia tu dari segi level of education. yesh, becuz people was paid based on their skill and knowledge. when person abilities and skill tu rare, maka dia akan dibayar mahal since it difficult to imitate . then manusia juga akan dibayar tinggi if dia tu unique. tengok jerla supermodel Naomi Campbell tu, skin tone color lebih kurang color kuda Qabil Ambak je kan, tapi disebabkan muka dia alien dan oleh sebab hitam itu menawan maka dia jadi unik. so, payment untuk satu show yang dia dapat pun unik mengalahkan income DR.Rozmey, kenal tak sape dr.rozmey tu. ala jusmate 5 punya towkeh yang rambut dia stylo-lilo abis tu.

kalau nak ikutkan, banyak factor lain yang jadikan manusia tu mahal. so, now is the time to used our brain to think out of box just to make you expensive ;-))

i got he in my life :)

2010-11-18T23:54:00.006+08:00

it's Friday night

u got nothing to do

u started to say life is to boring, to suck, to empty and yet life is complicated

(you not homosapiens to think so )

it starts before we're ready, it continues while we're still trying to figure out the point of it

and it ends long before we've worked out just what to do

that what i feel....felt and down

hey, wake up! u are the headmaster of your mind.
u control the whole system in every single function of your human body

come on, don't feel u are useless just because of one matter, then you dragged your minor problem to the major problem.

u ought to be thoroughly ashamed of yourself for making that sense !

yea, bravo big clap to you Zai. you done it very well (my devil said in a whisper)

I'm do realize I made a boo-boos there.. then now, time to wake up and put your step in the reality life not imagination world

your delusional world never bring happiness, it just awhile

everyone feel it, i vow !!

and should i say good morning everyone with sincere smile, go away my fake smile...gooh

just before i'm going out, waiting for others and I camwhored my freaky freakiest face

see, did i told u.go away my fake smile. so here we go my sincere smile

i got 'HE' in my life..he is my darl lappy -my second compaq

and yeaa everyone love he, don't hesitate to say yes dear

the camera freak girl wouldn't miss a chance to snap some photos
once again, everyone lov it, rite?

don't feel suspicious to capture your own, becuz you deserved to

ignore what people say, what the perception people toward u

and your perception toward me.......

ugly-betty-pretty-cheeky not hot chick-just syox sendiri-do i care?

i know, 1st impression people toward me is MATURED
then when u start to make conversation with me, your perception will change
(most my sister's friend said that )

please, i'm not matured as you imagine

the word 'matured' only appear when i'm start to open my book, my note, concentrate on my lecture w.s.e

then, you will no longer hear my voice.my huhu face
only gesture will describe me.

- people don't lie please-

jangan lupa benda yang wajib

2010-11-15T23:05:00.004+08:00

" Labbaik Allah Humma Labbaik Labbaik ala Shareeka laka Labbaik Innil Hamda Wan Ni'mata Laka wal Mulk La Shareeka Lak "

( Holy Hajj and Eid Mubarak To everyone, May ALLAH ALL MIGHTY , pardon our sins, bless us and show the right path ) Amin..


at Hudaibiah, but i forgot what the exact name of this place.its a museum actually.

thanks Allah swt for giving me the opportunity to visit Mekah as well as big thanks to my parents, luve them so much truly from bottom of my heart.

i learn i gain so much experience for almost 1 month, spending my time at mekah and madinah

from the people, culture, food (of course), to move very fast i means here we need to walk fast, how to behave and to be patient in every single things, teach me to wake up too early in the morning just to go to MasjidilHaram to perform solah since the mosque will be crowded with people and to avoid yourself praying on the road, knew the new language moya is water, how to approach people from different country, how to respect the older, to see the poor kids asked for the money and sing along this song ' sabillillah ha'illallah '..its funny becoz they sing with the sleepy face, poor them cute kids.. and of coz teach me to be so humble as a ummah.

one more things i wanna share. second day dekat mekah, dalam masjid, ada makcik from kelana jaya. she setting behind me. she thought sy pelajar situ, and i'm definitely denied it.ahha. then she start crying over me after i cakap umor i berapa cuz anak perempuan dia sama umur dgn zai baru saja meninggal dunia. i'm so pity with her and little bit shock sebab dia menangis teresak-esak. it means to me .

at Madinatul hijjaz,just before we going back to Jeddah. the weather is so cold. mak cik ni sangat baik, i miss h

hopefully i get a second chances .amin!

complimentary

2010-11-15T08:54:00.004+08:00

feeling number one...
sem break,is time to be unproductive citizens

I am done with another challenging phase of my time and more to come...

feeling number two...

back to kedah, penang turn to be my second home- mak, u shud buy another house over there instead of in jitra (ok, saya tak suka stay jitra!!). i dont know why penang is much closer deep into my heart. i love the smell of penang . not the dirty environment on that island ok. for sure, i love gurney mall. gurney's just similar with the curve. so, if u lepaking at gurney, rasa macam lepak dekat the curve. the main reason i purposely fall in luv with penang. ahhhaaa, gila sengal adeq korang.there are a lot a lot and a lot and i means it to be a lots of memories over there. when my first day registered as uitm shah alam students, i feel my life so empty. there is not so much fun.i means both studying and leisure time.

feeling number three...
This is the moment when i realized that I should just stop chasing.

feeling number four...

friends u play Dottie role now..

a good friend that I was supposed to have since long time ago

guide me to perform the best and advice me on what not to do

she told me dont feel so sad if next sem(which we gona be in part4)..
i'm will not found her anymore in s.alam....
' zai, if next time tak jumpa aku on the 1st day, jangan menangis taw'...aku dekat kedah!
ishh, how can i survive without her ? every time everyday every minute every second, most of my time spend together even bila dah balik kedah pun, we both still meet up. that why i said, i need meera more then guys need you (I'm not lesbo)

saying goodbye is never an easy thing to do for those who really appreciate the word of 'friendship'

but i believe this very good friend of mine will always be there to help me and listen to me

and this good friend don't say Goodbye, they will never make their friend cry

and they would not easily make her friend emotionally vulnerable....


lets go back there..

our privilage as student....

2010-11-05T02:14:00.004+08:00

cravings to update my blog ? sense - empty . sorry for my ignorant esp to my scandallious etc. busy with my final exam . another 2 more paper ! go go goo . but still have time to hang out with my 2M1W (miken, meera, wan). habis je paper social marketing at 12noon , jln tar is our destination. I do not realize that we going to celebrate Deevali, so bila je sampai situ, baru aware most of people walking by is Indian and ada booth jual laddhu, maruku, sari. woo malaysia mau celebrate deepavali sudah. Happy Deevali Malaysian !!

o yea, pegi jln tar bukan mahu bershopping sakan likes our mak/mak cik makcik pergi bershopping yah. but with one mission, secret ! (still keep as secret )

since pergi situ without sempat lunch, then perut dibiar kosong till petang. maka terus sakit. dah settle dekat jln tar, we move on to kg baru. seeking for lunch+tea time+dinner package untuk makan! miken recommend kedai SHIP Ship in kg baru. tapi satu hal, mencari kedai tu. tak tahu berapa kali wan (our official driver on that day ha.ha) pusing, reversed, bla bla. dah gived up still tak jumpa. then last choice tanya orang ! great ideas ait?? and finally, we got the right direction. umm, kedai tu miken call SHIP cuz kedai tu bentuk Ship. tapi exact name restaurant tu bukan SHIP okay.


taste not so great, thumbs down :( but the specialty taste so yummy- salmon+rice

after that tak mau balik hostel lagi. so next tempat is klcc, pergi window shopping saja. bukan shopping ya. but most of the time was spent for lepaking outside the klcc, stepping away from crowded people. we need fresh air utk brainwash otak kasi fresh balik (fresh la sangat kan udara situ kan )


this act was copied from one foreigner girl. acting like we are tourist.aloooha !

and time to say bai-buy ...

and back to our little room (4x4)

survives for up-coming paper.

same goes with this one, copied from one hot uncle yg tgh jogging dekat situ..aha moment gurls

ps- starting now on ward, my entry will be publish without comment (yea !! )

banyak lagi....

2010-10-21T01:16:00.000+08:00

i'm very tired !

too tired to study ( arghh, its normal !! )

it seem to be impossible to reach until its done...

i really need to study.

i do realize , i wasted some of my days.

boost up my brain to speed up its function!!

I'm abusing my brain to work hard.

poor you dear .

asimilation, amalgamation, yesh she mereng

2010-10-19T02:36:00.001+08:00

my sister's fiance, he so addicted with red, i prefer blue. ok tipu! i love red too, just becuz he sitting over that red sofa first, then i had no choice rather than stay behind him .ettee

my craziest ever part

publish 3 entries within one nite

sory, abg annas u be my victim (gelak kuasa jahat)

ok, my feeling is so confusing.

silly lily's song perhaps suit for me to sing along this nite.not nite. morning already

sorry mak ayah for disturbance =P

useless

2010-10-19T01:51:00.000+08:00

i can say. the time running so fast. not even fast but like a snail .
my head thinking too many thing
i want to do this, i want to do that. and lastly it come to be useless.
i want to start studying ..but it come to be so hampeh!
my final exam just around the corner
total up, i have 6 papers for this sem
i wish i could repeat my very memory lane achievement
just like i've done when i did my dip
but everything is change. environment esp.
why i cant cope up with the changes?
blame me for the question. no one can answer unless me.
to be franks, i hate acc. but try to make it as my most fav subject ! hope U can hear me, Ya allah..
come-on zai !!!!

i want to eat !!! cabonara bla bla !! yesh tomorrow is the day.

mixed feeling
study+ hungry = sleep okay ?

Perempuan

2010-10-18T17:47:00.001+08:00

aku berbicara atas nama perempuan tulen. bukan perempuan yang hidupnya masih tercari-cari identiti jantina. confuse mungkin.

mata aku lebih tertumpu untuk melihat gadis 'free-hair'. yang rambutnya macam Blake Lively (Serena Van Der Woodsen), actress Gossip Girl pengaruh kuasa dunia Hollywood. walaupun ku akui, Islam mewajibkan kaum hawa untuk menutup salah satu auratnya daripada tontonan kaum adam. usah berbicara mengenai dosa pahala. sedangkan perempuan bertudung litup, menjaga auratnya kadang-kala lebih teruk dari perempuan yang rambutnya tidak ditutup. bertudung litup tapi baju masih lagi meminjam baju anak saudara, kadang-kala bertudung kadangkala tak, ikut musim mungkin, bergossip sana sini, bergedik sakan, bertepuk tampar dengan lelaki, pemandangan biasa masa kini.

statement aku tidak ditujukan kepada sesiapa. kerna aku tahu, setiap manusia melakukan kesalahan. tiada manusia yang sempurna, termasuk aku, Zai. sudah berjanji tak mahu mengulangi kesilapan masa lalu. tapi siapalah aku, perempuan yang cepat goyah imannya. fikiran boleh berubah mengikut peredaran jam. hari ni bercakap YA besok bercakap TAK. goyah pabila terlihat perempuan bertindik di hidung, aku pun mahu begitu!! cute kata aku. melihat pelbagai product pewarna rambut di watson/guardian, aku pun mahu begitu!! nak jadi perempuan arab kataku yang kita lihat hanya berpakaian serba hitam, menutup segala muka tapi masuk sahaja di perkarangan masjidil haram bahagian tempat solat wanita, rambut berwarna-warni mengalahkan ice-cream pop.tapi, mujur orang disekeliling lebih arif tentang kenikmatan duniawi menegur. terima kasih :-)

comel. perempuan itu comel. perempuan itu cantik walaupun hanya berlip-gloss. tidak perlu bermake-up tebal kayak opera cina mahu membuat persembahan wayang cina Penang. ranggi tapi masih mengekalkan identiti ketimuran. simple, itu yang pasti. berbaju kurung cotton, memakai kasut sneakers, mengikat tinggi rambut panjang ikal mayang nya, mengalas beg seperti Orked dalam filem Sepet (sungguh rindu dengan karya film arwah Yasmin Ahmad)..fuihh cukup untuk membuat lelaki sedang hisap rokok, terbatuk-batuk akibat terlebih sedut asap. perempuan juga mana mungkin tidak melihat ke-arahnya beberapa kali. jealous ? mungkin ya. itu fenomena sebelum ramai perempuan memakai baju kurung cotton. mungkin dilihat agak unik. tapi, sekarang fenomena unik memakai baju kurung cotton dilihat semakin normal. keunikkan gadis comel itu semakin hilang. tapi aku masih tercari-cari kecomelan gadis seperti itu :-).

tenang. perempuan itu buat aku mahu memandang lagi dan lagi dan lagi ke arahnya. mukanya tenang. bertudung litup lagi sopan. dan sekali lagi tidak menabur sebarang bahan kimia keatas kulit mukanya.aku lebih teruja melihat perempuan yang tidak mengenakan sebarang solekan. biar nampak natural. biar mukanya disolek oleh air-sembahyang, tanpa perlu membazir duit membeli segala perkakas make-up, menyuntik botox yang membuatkan muka bertukar menjadi alien. sungguh pelik, umur dah menjangkau 60, muka masih tegang, tidak perlu senyum kerna mukanya selalu nampak senyum. dikala umur meniti 60an sudah pasti tempat yang sesuai bukan lagi di festival fashion show, anugerah ini -itu, tapi yang pasti di masjid ataupun di atas tikar sejadah. mengejar anugerah di alam yang satu lagi, syurga....

hakikatnya, Allah swt mencipta setiap perempuan itu cantik, marilah kita sama-sama mendefinisikan makna kecantikan yang sebenarnya

manusia biasa la

2010-10-17T19:24:00.000+08:00

Location KFC sek 2

Mamat : take away/dine in..can i have your order...so and so and so
3perempuan : we want A, B, C's set !
Mamat : pardon????
3perempuan : : -? cant get me ? we want..one set for A, one set for B, one set for C..so, we want
                      A,B,C's set. Do you get me ?

smiling cuz mamat and 3perempuan think it funny ..yes it funny =P

sambil menunggu, ada sorang brader dengan awek/isteri bertudung labuh sedang queue up dekat kaunter . tapi yang pasti brader ni pakai t-shirt tulis besar-besar ANTI-ISRAEL...

perempuan 1 : dah pakai t-shirt cam tu, still makan juga dekat sini.
perempuan 2 : maybe dia lupa kot, dia pakai t-shirt tulis apa
perempuan 3 : tula, dah cakap anti-israel, sepatutnya boikot betul-betul
perempuan 2 : next time, nak boikot pun tak payah la nak pakai t-shirt yang represent kita ni memboikot.
                       takut jadi macam brader tu okay .

Bukan mengumpat tapi nak mempersoalkan isu memboikot barangan Israel. seperti case brader diatas, Brader diatas berada dalam situati " BERCAKAP SENANG, nak mempraktikkan......susah ????

bukan spesis tikus mahupun tupai

2010-10-15T00:02:00.004+08:00

nak bt karangan darjah1+2+3 = 5

saya ada kawan baru. nama dia 'nnNnn'. dia sangat comel. mata besar, manja, caring, pemalu shy -shy cat gitu. tapi die suka kencing kalau jumpa orang dia tak kenal. tapi takpe, air kencing dia tak bawa maut macam air kencing tikus sebab hari-hari minum air kosong saja.tapi dia high taste, makan buah-buah je. kata nya nak diet, buah-buahan tempatan dia tak layan. makan anggur, epal, lai . tapi dia suka sengkuang (senkuang kan china punya ). dia kata nak berpegang dengan diet vegetarian..lantak dia lah. tapi dia kuat tido...ikut jam asutralia, sebab dia datang dari situ. saya balik class pun dia still tido.tapi time saya tido, dia syox main-main, bising-bising satu bilik. eh awak tahu tak yang awak ni illegal stay dalam college ni. please behave la before orang lain tahu awak stay dekat sini

'nnNnn' or known as sugar glider and in scientific name Petaurus breviceps


kalau dia malu, macam ni

ne ha, baru kakak betul 'nnNnn', miken. animal lover, rumah dia dah macam zoo. dia cakap after 'nnNnn' dah besar sikit nak beli tarantula.macam-macam

Flight entertainment..huhuu

2010-10-03T12:42:00.001+08:00

Lady Gaga and Ketty Pery must be proud when watching this video.hahahha

if MAS, zai rasa dorang patut buat lagu dongdang sayang ker, mak limah ker, sesuai la dengan pakai baju kebaya tu kan. kang menari california girl. lets dance kena sengteng kain naik atas, dah tak nampak gaya perempuan melayu terakhir.

eating disorder is return

2010-10-01T21:46:00.005+08:00

recently something horrible happened . ever since then I've found I just want to eat

it makes me feel better . blame it on getting out of the wrong hormones

blame my lect for assigning too many tasks at the end of sem . with a lot of test is still in waiting queue

and yet,blame my emotions . emotions will drag me to eat more

even my brain stop sending the signal of 'hungry' . but my stomach is too greedy-guts . still wanting a lot more food . and now I'm addicted to take fast food rather than nasi . i'm not having any kind of nasi since after raya . mcd is my drug . yea, I know fast food is killing me softly .

but how could you stop me from eating that maveles french fries,sausages, doublecheese burger, pizzas etc . me even tried placing my fingers down the throat to induce vomiting, but it fail . you know what , to involuntary vomit is so hard unless it happen naturally .

Lova-lova time. active. fit. dark.

that me when I was at school .

ignored my darkness skin

* the photo was taken at school hall, 2006
with me is ekin

so, I'm facing eating disorder problem right now

Good morning my.....

2010-09-30T04:16:00.002+08:00

Good morning my beautiful Thursday :)

things doesn't come that easy

i'm not in the mood to do this

all of my assignments are due on Friday, so time to get crackin'.

I've got to complete my part by tonight

everything come to be worse even worse when I try to open back my work
then the word come across is

~Your Document is Corrupted ~

what such a beautiful ******* huh ?

to memorize and retype back every single words is just ridiculous

I’m not that patient.....

Time to go zzzZZZ and hope my brain functions better later

Bye Facebook !

2010-09-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

for the first time , finally..my Facebook acc will got MC!!

zaizax's facebook account will be deactivate starting from tonight.

since it keep busy working so hard replied all the comment,uploading the pic, changing the status, stalked others facebook acc from the time it was created on 2008 and now it will enjoy the vacations.

its doesn't means i want to lost contact with you guys, no no no.

it just for my own sake.

no worry, cuz my blog still alive (hahaha), keep updating by Zai

miss my other side book, bukumuka (facebook)

Bundle of bufday

2010-09-22T09:44:00.001+08:00

again another post about birthday celebration

( think to replace my blog mainamezai, and it all about birthday celebration.. its coollioo or just cool ? )

Everyone on their special day looks ahead for a challenging and splendid future. We all celebrate birthdays as a remark of completing one more memorable year in the span of life, a new milestone towards eternity. No matter what the age, caste and creed, birthdays are always celebrated with fun, make us cherish some olf moments and look forward for new experiences and anticipation on life...so let me start with this speech (^__^)

first birthday is Miken ~ 22 Sept 1989 ( I'm sorry, she is taken..hehehe )

The photo was taken at SACC's Noodle station, 21 sept 2010

in the middle, miken. her birthday in advance. we celebrated one day before her actual date of birth.

i do believe we share the common thing. rite rite !!!

this time, no more cake, no more fruits, no ice-cream like what we did in meera and my birthday.

just donuts and blueberry cheese tart

* the pic represent 21, cant see ? buat2 je nampak mcm 21

second birthday my older sister ~ 24 September, year ?
i cant remember. (not my attention to make it secret, doesn't make a sense at all )

The photo was taken at Queensbay mall, Penang, few day after raya, 2009

susah lol nak cari betul-betul gambar my sis yang sorang ni. she not camera freak like Me.doe.
she not like us, not like me ,not like u, not like everyone, she super-normal. but i love her whatever she was, she my entertainment at home. and I supposedly say my parents is the greatest parents for taking very good care toward my sis yang sorang ni. happy birthday in advance noorshahida saidin !

third birthday My Ayah ~ 27 September 1948

The photo was taken at my house during 1st raya 2010

Because my Ayah, Pokcik Saidin is turning 62 i want to get him something special a bit more special than a bottle of stoli and some socks. he likes to cook,cooked and cooking. My Ayah crazily jump into this field after he retired and become full time househusband, replacing my Mak. No wonder, if he know my friends will come to our house, he will buy lot lot lot lott of food., one way to show up his appreciation maybe ..pss he love shopping too, to accompany my dad during shopping time is so hectic!! you will blame your stiletto, pump shoes, wedges, high heel even sports shoes while you get along with my dad at shopping mall..sobs..sobss Definitely, I love him too, cuz he is my Ayah loh. freaky hobby, he love to collect pinggan-mangkuk rather then go to hardware store. so we all tak payah risau pasal pinggan and mangkuk anymore.

* SO, dear readers lets share together your bufday with me, and tell what your friend, family had done during your big-bigger day..ahha

~ happy birthday Virgo + Libra ~

* panda eyes are now so in trend (o,0)

Ok, back to my original topic ‘A Wish From My Mom’. Everything started with a simple conversation. We were talking about my little brother, D’dous, of what he should become when he grow up later.

Mom: He can be a Doctor. With his attitude, he gonna be the best.

Me : Oh. Yup. He will. So, what about Fatimah? What did she pick for her major?

Mom: Bla bla bla (I can’t remember)

Me : So, let D’dous become a dentist then. He should be fine with that. Right?

Mom: Nope. I want him to become a surgeon.

Mom: He is good with things related to hand and he is precise too.

Mom: I really want a dentist in the family. The person can take care of our toothache.

Me : Oh, so.. Who then?

Mom: I think I wanna have a daughter in-law which is a dentist. So, Salaam, go and find one.

Me : Erk? Me?

Mom: I have a friend. Her children are studying medicine. Perhaps, she got one.

Me : =.=’

Haha. I think she can read my mind. Yup. I want to find a doctor as my soulmate. Does this mean I am choosy? However, so far, I have none of my friend of people that I knew, is studying for dentistry. I have friend who currently studying medicine, but there’s only, and she is my Kakak too. Currently, she’s studying in Indonesia. Definitely, she told me that she is on her way to become a great surgeon too.

So, I’m left with no one. Hahaha. If you’re asking me why a dentist? Honestly, I don’t know why, but if it does satisfy my mom, I’m good with it.

Sorry Eddie, I had to interfere your market. It is my mom’s wish. Hehe.

thanks korang !!

2010-09-20T00:47:00.002+08:00

zai type secepat sepantas yang mungkin .

ini entry untuk ucapan jutaan jutaan terima kasih kepada semua yang wished birthday dekat Zai.

mak ayah, siblings, kawan2 reality, fantasy, blogger, member facebook, kekasih gelap tak gelap, scandalicious dan seangkatan dengannya.

bangun pagi, 19092010 tengok message masuk sangat la banyak. very unexpected !

dan juga, thanks kepada blogger Macy buat entry untuk Zai .

miken, third person text me after meera. fist call from my sister. shah, syiba, athiroh, my mum and ayah.

This time, menu just ice-cream dorang belanja. zai tak mau cake, so makan ice-cream . beli satu share 3, jimat ! nak lebih jimat ? every Wednesday, korang pakai je apa-apa barang yang berwarna pink, then u can get discount at Baskin Robbin. untung disitu =P

since semua baru sampai kolej harini and masing-masing busy bt assignment , rushing so just celebrate dekat jusco Bukit raja. Highlight sikit dekat situ, Jusco bukit raja. sangat la takde kedai makan yang best.

Then, tengok baju zai pakai semunya nya hitam. our appearance influence our mood !that means zai mau cepat-cepat, malas, dan takde mood nak hanging out . muka pun macam apa kan. tapi ada mood nak makan.......hee sebab ini cover breakfast, lunch, tea-time !!

~ that all, quick update from me Zai dewasa ~

close to nature - part 1

2010-09-17T07:23:00.000+08:00

hye, assalamualaikum

sudah genap seminggu tinggalkan blog. kesian blog ni raya sengsorang. tapi naseb baik adanya insan seperti kyuubi yang tak balik raya. boleh juga dia berkawan. ahhha

hari ni, makanya sudah genap seminggu kita menyambut hari raya aidilfitri, maka, kepada sesiapa yang berpuasa enam starting from second syawal, dah boleh raya harini. wua. raya raya raya.

bercakap pasal raya, conclusion and observation telah dibuat, dan ramai mengatakan raya tahun ni kurang umpppp (aku vote untuk statement ini !! ) dan aku salah seorang mangsanya yang telah terasa mood tidak happening since raya kedua.

Disebabkan cuti ialah 2 minggu, maka aku sengsoranglah yang berada dirumah menyambut baki-baki raya. memandangkan orang lain semuanya busy, manage hal masing-masing, oleh itu terasa sikit kesunyian. so, jangan heranlah nampak nick duffzayna dekat YM tu selalu on9, dan juga jangan heran tengok dekat FB, aku rancak membalas comment, mengoment, dan selalu mengupdate status. Janggal gitu.

Oleh sebab terlalu bosan, sebab memang ditinggalkan, so saya rasa flora&fauna boleh jadi pengubat. Ditambah pula mata yang makin hari makin kelabu sebab menghadap laptop 12hours je, so sesuai sangatlah pergi tengok benda-benda hijau. So, i'm decide to go to Gunung Jerai yang tak pernah aku pergi sepanjang bergelar rakyat jelata negeri Kedah. murka sultan kedah ada rakyat macam ni. Pergi dengan saper ? dengan bodyguard zai. My cousins, my blood sister and me ! enough, cukup 1 kereta..

so lets me story-mory with you guys, If u feel bored, then just click at the (X) button. hee

early morning, I asked permission from my parents. Biasa la, nak jadi anak solehah harus mintak kebenaran. selalunya akan inform mak dulu before keluar, then after mak inform dekat ayah, ayah kasi green light baru boleh tekan minyak. if ayah kasi red light, maka mak pun kasi feedback yellow light, tanda confuse nak stop ka nak jalan terus. Lupa nak cakap, actually, I plan nak pergi Gunung Jerai last minute. Bangun-bangun pagi, on9 FB, tiba-tiba terdetik hati nak kesitu. Then, roger-roger sama my cousins, then set! plan jadi.

tapi, dah set semua cun-cun, belum habaq dekat parents lagi. tunggu punya tunggu depa balik dari pasar, lastly baru balik. My mak tanya ni nak pergi mana pagi-pagi buta yang tak berapa nak buta sangatla sebab dah pukul 8 something. Then, senyum senyum cakap. Tapiiiiiii.....my mak cakap, uish tempat macam tu takyah pergi la. keras, bahaya, banyak case orang hilang, kena sorok bunian la,balik tu kena sampuk la bla bla bla and she start buka cerita yang scary-scary just to makesure i change my mind. tiba-tiba, suara ayah pulak nyibuk nak kacau daun, tempat macam tu pun nak p ka ? ada apa la sangat dekat situ and blah blah blah...dorang bagi macam2 alasan just because dorang ada plan lain, plan yang totally kitaorang tak mau involved, tak masuk dengan jiwa REMAJA,extreme lagi suka cabaran ni. Lepas dengar statement my parents, terus jadi sebak. Saya sensitive ok (pengakuan berani iklas ), mudah touching touching. Yerla kalau parents larang kita pergi satu-satu tempat, bila kita pergi juga without their permission, if something bad happen, macam mana ?...(itu pasal kalau keluar mana-mana better takyah inform dorang,aku selalu buat, dah pergi baru cerita hahah)

muka dah habis frust dah ni. then one of my sis yang tak ikut cakap, p la mintak permission dekat ayah sekali lagi, mintak baik-baik. then aku yang bongsu ni jadi mangsa, kena buat muka simpati tanya mak. eh siap nangis-nangis taw (aku termenangis sebab aku rasa hari-hari sebelum ni yang sangat bosan, without my friends, siblings, of course sebab rumah yang sunyi itu, i need some attention, cewahhh gedic je). menangis and tunjuk muka simpati, maka my parents pun lembut hati, makanya lampu hijau diberi.wohooo tidak sia-sia air mata daku...begitulah kisahnya.

move-on to my plan..Gunung Jerai here we come to you babeh ! To be continue...next entry.

Itu Pulau Bidan. or local people call it as Pulau mayat, cuz nampak mcm jenazah perempuan pregnant , tapi iye betul.

Happy Eid Mubarak

2010-09-09T05:37:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum, entry diupdate, last day sahur. so enjoy your very very last sahur in this holy month of Ramadhan. Besok dah nak raya okey, tapi zai rasa tahun ni raya macam kurang meriah. so, if dah rasa kurang meriah, maka harus buat buat gembira meriah juga. mana tak meriah, my siblings just cuti kejap je. raya ke-3 dah balik . zai yang cuti 2 minggu ni mestilah nanti duk syok raya sendiri dekat rumah.

entry ni just nak wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI kepada semua rakan blogger, sahabat-sahabat zai samada di alam maya, di alam nyata, semoga hari raya anda meriah di samping insan-insan tersayang. jangan lupa pergi sembahyang raya, puasa enam, mana tahu tahun depan tak sempat kita nak jumpa bulan ramadhan, kita dah pergi menyahut seruan Ilahi.

so enjoy your raya peeps !!

cepat la masa jalan

2010-08-29T15:04:00.001+08:00

sekarang tengah study, tapi just boleh concentrate on the note 30 minute pertama,
30 minute kedua..I'm lost!

tinggal lagi 3 chapters nak cover up! sempat ke tak ? besok pagi test....

tak boleh nak focus ni , if selalu terpandang whiteboard and calendar...

but, before 4hb sept 2010 arrive, banyak benda kena go thorough..

semangat balik kampung lebih kuat dari semangat nak test :))

sekarang mode lagu ialah lagu sudirman hoo hoo balik kampung !

sekolah rendah dulu, cikgu suruh lukis pemandangan mesti yg ni dalam kepala. view padi, gunung, tgh2 gunung ada matahari, pokok nyior (kelapa), burung bentuk V, rumah tangga lidi =P

Bestnya hidup ada ramai abang !

2010-08-26T19:39:00.001+08:00

seperti tertera diatas, keseronokkan mempunyai abang ramai mesti asyik !

kenapa cakap cam gitu ? yerla tengok orang lain banyak abang macam best. Lagi best if kita seorang je satu-satunya anak perempuan dalam family, oh rasa macam heaven..oh heaven. (kakak saya mesti jealous baca statement ni ) tapi taknak lah if dapat abang yang suka control, itu mesti tak best.

if ada abang ramai time-time raya ni mesti lah best. semua kerja-kerja berat akan dipikul oleh mereka yang gagah perkasa, not mine. Pasang langsir bukan lagi jadi tugas utama saya sebab adanya mereka. Rebus ketupat, bakar lemang mesti dorang take over. Then, if nak drive ke-mana-mana mestilah mereka yang pro-atas jalan ni yang drive , again not mine. If nak shopping, suap je dorang dengan apa-apa ganjaran, maka seharian bershoopinglah saya dengan abang-abang khayalan saya.Asal nak balik rumah, just call, then dorang datang ambik (point tak masuk akal), other point, dorang juga boleh jadi bodyguard, and pakwe kita ..indahnya hidup dengan abang khayalan zai :-))

memandangkan hidup hanya mempunyai seorang abang, tapi kadang-kadang rasa macam takder abang..sorry abang sorry. abang guer, noorshadli bin saidin sentiiasa dihati guer !! abang yang tak pandai nak marah, abang yang supporting abis, abang yang manja juga.yerla dia je satu-satu kaum adam dalam family, mau nye tak manja beb. abang saya layan novel (hahahhaha). dah terinfluence dengan saudara perempuan dia doh, even wife dia pun suka baca novel maka lagi teruk habit dia. tapi saya pernah buat dia merajuk just because satu hari dia tunggu zai beli Mcd (he is Mcd fanatic fans club okey) until malam dia tak makan apa-apa just tunggu burger faveret dia, tapi time balik tu sumpah lupa nak dropped by dekat Mcd..maka balik-balik tu terus abang diam (gila, kelakar kan ), tapi demi mu abang, pukul 2pagi pun aku sanggup keluar balik pergi cari burger Mcd dia. sensitif betoi (actually tgh drive pergi beli tu, aku dah gelak teruk bila imagine muka merajuk dia... )

tapi hidup tak seperti kita mau...maka hidup saya hanya dikelilingi oleh kaum-kaum perempuan, nasib baik punya abang satu, maka kakak ipar hanya satu.tapi dapat pula anak saudara perempuan maka bertambah-tambahlah jumlah perempuan dalam family. :-(

tetapi ada ramai perempuan macam ni, seronok sangat-sangat ..
so raya time still happening macam ni =P

* last raya- 2009

Dream worker

2010-08-24T19:02:00.002+08:00

kinder garden

cikgu : kamu nak jadi apa bila besar nanti ?
zai : saya nak jadi orang kutip duit, yang bagi-bagi ticket dekat highway tu cikgu !!

sekolah rendah

cikgu : apa cita-cita kamu bila besar nanti ?
zai : saya nak jadi cikgu, cekguuu !!

sekolah menengah

English class during speaking test Form 3

Madam X : what career do you interested to involved in your future ?
zai : of course i want to be Literature madam !! because bla...bla...bla
Madam X : huuuhhhhh....really ???????

* take note, it supposed to be Lecturer not Literature sengal !!

After result SPM

Sir Kamaruddin : you nak apply course apa nanti ?
Zai : sir, zai rasa macam nak apply maktab, foundation law, tapi zai nak apply juga tesl, tapi zai minat juga kulinari, tapi masscom pun berkenan jugak. tapi bla..bla..blaa ( budget semua course aku nak apply last2 first choice taruk dip.pentadbiran awam )

Diploma

minggu orientasi

Madam Y : tell me, within 6 years and onward , what you gonna be ?
Zai : PTD, ambassador in Papua new guine......

Degree

member Z : weh, nanti nak kerja apa ek ?
zai : company secretary

* bukan secretary kepada datok A, datuk K, puan seri....tetapi company secretary, two different job/ career

Now -

I want a job as an editor for a magazine company !!! CLEO

ps ~ see how age can influence your future :-))

sengal itu makna-nya........

2010-08-21T02:27:00.000+08:00

I said.......

' guys at the back, can u please shut up and please and please and please put down your creative banner stated that " We.Love.Zai " and " Zai....Goal " and kindly give your attention to my slide ".

butttttttt itu hanya suara halusinasi zai menjerit-jerit di dicuping telinga.

guys perlakuan kamu sungguh sungguh saya appreciate

sangat terharu bila zai tengah present, you guys kasi support

tapi, the way you guys showed me that support make me so embarrassed okay !!

saya tak marah, tapi korang telah membuat presentation saya spoil abis

spoil sebab berjaya membuat aku gelak gelak dan terus gelak

gelak kerana persembahan korang dekat belakang tu

sampai nak sebut mindset terus jadi min-min-min-set

nak sebut campaign jadi camping even people cant notice my worse pronunciation

sumpah korang buat cheers dekat belakang tu buat aku tergagap

mesti korang cakap, asal layan budak-budak tu, just ignore them

focus to your idea

tapi..i cant focus if people at the back tu buat lawak

hey, saya perempuan mudah gelak ketawa

walaupun hakikatnya tengok macam serious

saya.susah.hati.sebab.banyak.lagi presentation.saya.akan.melibatkan muka.lelaki.lelaki.itu.dan.semestinya.mereka.bakal.berbuat.begitu.lagi.di.kemudian.hari.

uishhhhh

so, any ideas you, my readers can help me to ignore this kind of homo sapiens during presentation.

Sale hola hola sale

2010-08-16T03:25:00.002+08:00

sunday weekend, otak baru set yang hari ahad 15-08-2010 ialah hari untuk duduk diam diam dalam kolej. Tapi, plan berubah. pagi-pagi meera cakap yang kaki nya yang injured tu dah ok. tapi aku tahu maksud tersurat dia, dia mahu keluar melihat dunia luar. Dunia luar yang tak berapa nak luar, mid valley. OTAK mula menghantar signal risau+takut bila dengar nama shopping complex, tambah tambah bila ada jer word SALE, up to 70%, nafsu di bulan puasa sikit tergugat. Bukan sikit agak banyak yang tergugat.

Bergerak secara pantas, tanpa toleh kiri-kanan ke midvalley guna public transport. sempat lagi tidur dalam train, nak ambik energy untuk tawaf satu midvalley. akhirnya misi berjaya tawaf bukan sekali tapi berapa kali pun tak tahulah. agak-agaknya amoi-amoi pun dah boleh cam muka kita ye tak ?

first kedai kitaorang dropped mestilah MPH. selaku student berkaliber, time shopping harus juga ingat buku, baju boleh beli mahal-mahal kenapa tak buku ? tapi, niat tersasar. buku berilmiah bukan menjadi sasaran kami, tapi buku ini menjadi tumpuan .....

okay kan ?

after senyum-senyum di kaunter MPH, kaki terus ke kedai-kedai/boutique-boutique yang menulis word SALE besar besar dengan matlamat boleh me-minimize expenses, tapi boleh dapat items yang meletop habis. biasa la tu manusia, nak barang mahal tapi harga murah, sapa nak kasi cheq oii ?

antara kedai menjadi sasaran ialah zara,mng, topshop, topman saya tak layan, dorothin perkin dan seangkatan dengannya, yerla dah dia tulis situ discount 70%, siapa tak nak masuk kan..tapi, yang pasti harga after discount still tak memenuhi citarasa kitaorang. hanya sempat rembat satu baju je dari banyak-banyak kedai tu, tu pun after berapa jam pusing , queue nak masuk fitting room lagi, and queue nak bayar lagi. Last-last cotton on juga jadi pilihan sebab harga sangat murah tapi korang still boleh dapat benda yang lebih kurang sama dengan apa yang ada jual dekat zara, mng,, topshop bla bla bla. tak ker untung disitu ? beli harga murah tapi lebih kurang topshop ? disini saya nak meng-highlight kan takda apa-apa pada jenama. haaah semua tu hanya label okay, jangan terlalu taksub dengan jenama yang tidak ada apa-apa tu.

Tapi, yang peliknya, kenapa foreigner ramai yang shopping dekat situ, I means topshop and blah blah.. padahal baju-baju tu semua dari negara dorang, yang sudah pasti dorang boleh beli dengan harga yang jauhhhhhhhhhhh lebih murah compared to Malaysia. tak ker pelik ?

stop sebentar, bagi laluan untuk azan berkumandang tandanya sudah tiba waktu berbuka. cari-cari dan terus cari kedai makan, lastly just makan fast-food since senang nak order, ambik satu set dah kenyang perut. simple rite ?

u should try this one-mushroom burger

selepas melantak sampai tak tertelan sebab besar sangat buergernya, ekpidisi diteruskan lagi. Pacaindera tertarik dengan booth Sony, booth ker? but more to exhibition yang tengah membuat bidaan jual barang-barang sony,

saya terpesona lalu kaku lalu terus rasa nak belanja meera ice-cream sebab terlalu dukacita dengan harga bidaan yang ya-ampuunnn murah. tapi siapalah saya, bukan anak datuk, tan sri, puan sri, senator...so, untuk merawat perasaan kecewa, orang cakap chocolate can be cure your heart-broken, so jom mengorat abang-abang jual ice-cream tu .ada apek, ada ali, ada mutusamy, so cukuplah kaum satu malaysia. oh saya lupa apakah kedai jual ice-cream tu, yang pasti bukan BR or H.D

yang zai suka, dorang sangat la sporting. tengok, berapa sudu dah dorang kasi zai rasa, actually banyak lagi sudu tu, tapi dah dibuang okay. paling-paling sedap hazelnut, second sedap chips ice-cream, and paling tak sedap lemon ice-cream. coconut ice-cream juga best, tapi agak muak.

meera kekasih gelap pertama zai. hahaha

then, terus pulang.ohh saya mengantuk, besok zai xsabar nak jumpa madam kishkish cause dia suka buat bunyi mcm buka penutup tin coke, tapi mintak-mintak tak tersasar class pukul 10.30 tu .amin.

- saya zai rindu kedah -

Kasut Raya

2010-08-11T10:29:00.000+08:00

hye, we are now in holly month, Ramadhan. Selamat berpuasa kepada kamo semua. Dah 1st puasa, so untuk menyemarakkan semangat berpuasa, apa lagi jum kita pergi shopping raya.Mesti dah ramai yang buat preparation nak raya before bulan puasa lagi kan. yerla nak elak dari kepadatan orang ramai yang gila shopping kan. zai nak suggest if sesapa yang still takde idea nak beli kasut raya macam mana kan. nah zai tolong korang.....

Jimmy Choo tengok kasut ni confirm nak tiru

Rasa-rasanya kan Lady Gaga pun kena try kasut ni

korang pakai kasut raya macam ni confirm je meletop pagi raya tu, mesti orang tanya mana dapat.

Dan satu lagi kasut ni if korang pergi sembahyang raya guarantee orang tak curik.

so beli lah kasut ni

Lost but never found

2010-08-07T03:21:00.000+08:00

sick.yesh, I'm not perfect. though never expect me to be perfect. I won't be so perfect .

I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh. But I never knew looking back on the laugh would make me cry.

I wish tomorrow trip gonna be fun, without whatsoever causes.

Malacca. my remedy =P

sincerely but not really sincere,
Dumpy Zai

----------------------------------tataa for community service----------------------

sony.make.believe

2010-07-29T18:09:00.000+08:00

I'm craving for neither Sony NEX-3 nor Sony NEX-5 !!!

If dulu sangat teruja dengan DSLR, so sekarang sangat sangat sangat dan sangat teruja dengan NEX-5. Tengok berapa kali sangat I mention kan, so sila percaya yang naluri hati perasaan jiwa serta raga sangat impress dengan camera ini. kenapa yek ?

- compact, so very helpful during travel since you tak payah consume large space untuk simpan camera macam DSLR yang perlu bawa satu beg untuk simpan camera tu kan. This one more thinner, half size from DSLR, it seem like you bawa digital camera. so sangat sesuai lah kepada perempuan, easy to hold :))

- changing lenses, just similar too DSLR. kita boleh keep changing the lenses depends on our shooting mode. ehh, nampak macam camera digital tapi boleh tukar lenses, tidak kah coollliooo ?

This is not my interest but this is my desired !! harap proposal saya diterima ayah, my expectation sangat tinggi untuk benda ni.Walaupun point sangat sikit dan sangat tak membantu untuk meyakinkan orang melabur untuk Sony NEX-5, tapi saya pasti orang-orang yang mengilai DSLR pasti akan beralih arah ke camera compact ni. Even tak dapat sekarang, next time pun boleh as long as NEX-5 is mine .

(budget macam ayah selalu je layan blog aku, ayah tak baca tapi kakak-kakak ku sekalian ada baca kan kan hee)

alahai budak kecik, kenapa cumel sangat

2010-07-28T13:12:00.001+08:00

geram geram betul tengok baby. kenapa awak comel sangat ?

everything u can cook, termasuk anak sendiri

chantek nya mata ini punya budak

spaghetti so yummy, asyik betul main

mini bath-tub yek mama !!

emergency, saya tak jumpa pot saya lah mama

bapak-bapak jangan buat macam ni, kesian ank hoo. ni case pemalas nak ambik troli lah ni

hangkut sekali pergi shopping, everywhere u can sleep

workaholic papa

tiba-tiba je rindu budak kecik, nakal ni, Qhaseh bila ntah nak cakap bahasa Perancis nih, aunty acik rindu kat kamo la qhaseh!! tapi budak kecik ni dah sombong hoo dengan aunty dia, ntah-ntah balik nanti dah tak kenal dah baik sangat dengan maid dia, Sari.. You sayang maid you lebih dari sayang dekat makcik sendiri..jelous I taw Qhaseh !!

My bedtime story part II

2010-07-19T16:08:00.003+08:00

Claps claps!! congrats to myself berjaya post 2 entry within few minute Ini entry ke-dua selepas beberapa minute post entry My Bedtime story part I. Entry kedua ni perlu juga post harini because today is one of the date I must to remember 19072010. The date where one super hot girl was born in Penang.

~ meera ~

second activity within one sunny day called Sunday.

after bergegas pulang dari Explorace dengan berlari-lari kakak , cepat-cepat bersiap untuk second event. Event yang direka dan direncanakan sendiri oleh zai + miken. To be frank, there are the only two beautiful best-friends i have so far. so, no wonder I keep repeating writing their name dalam previous entry zai, korang perasan ? dan satu lagi korang perasan yang zai asyik tulis birthday events saja? kalau perasan, bagus..nampaknya kamo alert .

Again, we went out to celebrate Meera's birthday in advance at Sunway Pyramid due to schedule hari Isnin full dengan class. we spent time together cuci mata as we always do as part of our routine and eat at Fig&Olive, menu based on middle east country. We have something special for her, ok dia boleh decide sendiri what kind of present dia nak, and she choose cookies since she love to eat even orang nya kurus. dan satu lagi suprise is ....

tadaahh...

look--her 21rd birthday cake, even with one slice of hazelnut cheese cake with variety of fruits tapi lebih nikmat dari makan Secret Recipe's new york cheese cake

lighter pinjam dekat waiter restaurant tu..thanks =P

sudah pesan, jangan tiup kuat2 takut tersembur air liur, penambah kelazatan sedia ada

cant wait..sungguh rakus pandangan itu

when I started to believe the existence of 3 girls

end up pulang ke hostel dengan hati riang perut penuh girang

* happy birthday meera, hope u always being like when I start to know who you are*

My bedtime story part I

2010-07-19T14:40:00.000+08:00

Hari Ahad supposedly hari yang memang dikhaskan untuk para manusia yang dikerah tenaga,keringat, otak&minda untuk rest dan ambil kesempatan untuk bangun tido lewat. Tapi ada je makluk yang suka mengacau activiti hari Ahad dengan plan macam-macam aktiviti under Fakulti, tambah-tambah bila mention all student part1,2,3 are compulsory! ok, mereka saja mengertak dan membuli para-para junior secara halus. Awal-awal pagi dah kena bergegas dengan complete berpakaian hitam sport suite from head to toe , ala-ala perompak nak rompak kedai emas Habib Jewel time malam. Ok, tipu cuz still pakai tudung warna-warni, sport shoes color putih. Then, activity involved is Explorace! yee suka so mood bergumbira dah muncul. Explorace with the purpose to explore the whole part of UiTM dengan jalan kaki. Saya memang suka aktiviti membentuk muscle-muscle kaki. Memanjat curam-curam tangga yang kelebaran dan tahap ketinggian tidak menentu, calculation tak betul lah tu time ukur. Mendaki bukit bukau yang mencacak memang tak perlu lagi lah nak bazir-bazir duit pergi hiking dekat hutan simpan. Tapi memang lah hiking dekat hutan simpan lagi best kan, more challenging orang cakap. Ditambah pula angin bertiup manja, lalu terus mengeluarkan air ~~kencing~~ hujan, memang best peluh campur air hujan maka terhasil lah bau yang sungguh mewangikan. tapi dengan ada nya team-work yang cool, humor, superb best maka segala bagai challenge tu tak kesah kan...........tiada pemenang untuk activity ni sebabnya all the participants are the winner, because we are one

Activities started at 8 till 3pm sharp.........but my personal life activity not yet complete cuz we have one more event waiting

Susah nak describe la

2010-07-16T00:54:00.002+08:00

second week of 3rd semester 2010 become so exciting.

second week juga 1st time aku start attend class cuz 1st week tak masuk class langsung

bukan malas even sifat malas tu still ada 89% out of 100% yew

1st class sangat2 teruja ok sebabnya baru je lecturer nak merapu pasal subject HR, then class kitaorang diterjah dengan crew2 Astro Awani untuk campaign memory bersama bapa pembangunan negara. Tak lain tak bukan Tun Abdul Razak.Class yg tadi mandom (diam/lesu) terus tukar jadi happening yaw

muka-muka mayat terus touch-up dengan bedak hoo sebabnya dorang bawa Haziq AF4. Sebelum dia masuk, konon-konon suprise la, sekali masuk I cakap you, siapakah lelaki berbaju merah tu..I tak kenal pun siapa makluk bernamaa Haziq AF4 tu..sorry Haziq if terbaca nahh. Seriously I tak kenal you taw. Ntah Planet mana aku menetap..

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Then it become more and more exciting when....

Fact kitaorang with others two fact iaitu Fact Mass-com and Fact Law collaborate together anjur forum akademik bertajuk ehem ehemm RASUAH SATU JENAYAH, KENAPA DIPOLITIKKAN? curious to know who are the panel involved rite ? yeah nah I list kan nama dorang dengan skema-nya

YBhg. Datuk Azman Bujang (Panel Perundingan&Pencegahan Rasuah)

YBhg Dato Paul Low ( President, Transparency International Malaysia)

Dr. Ridhuan Tee Abdullah ( superb , 2 thumbs up aku bagi dekat dia )

En Akhbar Satar ( Pengarah Akhbar&Asscociates)

3 jam aku menadah telinga dalam dewan tu walaupun sedikit bosan yerla bukannya tengok Raja Lawak ker humor punya story nak gelak-gelak kuat2 , apa yang aku dapat is this phrase

" money is not an evil, but people itself make it an evil "

lihat muka lelaki itu, serious bukan? yerla tajuk pun serious

apa yang meera pegang tu bukan nya tentative majlis ek tp tu buku kesayangan dia

since meera tahu this event gonna be quite formal but not too formal so she bring up her cross-word book

orang lain kusyuk dengar, dia sibuk2 dengan buku dia okey

so, I'm waiting for more exciting events now on !

~ entry zai sekrang tidak bertema, main belasah sajer nak cerita apa ~

Malam pertama..jeng jeng

2010-07-08T15:22:00.001+08:00

zai back!! holaa holaa...

lama tak buat entry sebab sangat busy dengan pendaftaran itu ini .

maaf-maaf dipohon

faham-faham kan kondisi nya macam mana

so, I'am officially registered as uitm shah alam last sunday

ramai juga member-member satu course yang dapat further sini, some of them yang dah murtad dari FSPP and join masscom , hr and law..bravo bravo !!

so, hari pendaftaran tu dah rupe macam buat reunion balik, so takyah nak sedeh-sedeh buat jejak kasih.

bila jumpa member-member lama, ada yang tegur tanpa membuat sebarang tapisan mengatakan aku berisi dan makin mantap (pedas beb, macam makan cili burung 3kg)..dah down sikit. Cakap pasal course, zai sambung degree in corporate administration under Faculty Sains Pentadbiran Pengajian Polisi,letaknya atas bukit sikit dan perlu mendaki mini anak tangga Batu Cave sebanyak 91 anak tangga (aku dah bilang) untuk ke class. semuanya mengadu penat, memang pun!! ok taknak mengadu bising-bising cakap benda alah nih...

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since last night, tak tahu sangat-sangat nak buat apa sebab memang dah mati katak duduk dalam bilik so kami-kami bercadang ke i-city.Ini macam budget punya plan lah sebab nya loan belum apply. so nak jimat datang lah situ just bayar RM1je, dulu free je tapi sekarang dah kena bayar. Dengan adanya team work dan semangat kekawanan, makanya plan pun berjaya dicapai!! bukan jauh pun dari gate belakang uitm ke i-city tu (budget macam tahu sangat, tapi seriously jalan aku tak ingat langsung)..tapi dengan adanya shasha + belang (nama timang-timangan), so tak perlu risau sesat ke tak. thanks thanks thanks kerana sudi melayan karenah banyak songeh kitaorang. tapi apa-apapun kitaorang still kena tunggu diaorang 30 minute lambat dari janji yg ditetapkan!! kus-kus aku

belang--meera--zai--miken

konon-konon excited, tapi palsu semata-mata

sebab dekat situ lecak teruk tambah-tambah lepas hujan

tapi gambar punya pasal, tak kesah kan

kick Shasa's-ass!! sama tak dgn giraffe tu ?

dropped dekat situ tak sampai 1hours pun, kitaorang decide mau makan. Shasha suggest makan dekat Damansara, kedai Murni sebab katanya western food dia sedap. Bila sampai tengok kedai dia sangat la biasa..tapi mak oiii orang nya ya ampun sesak penuh kaki lima block kedai tu, tapi service ok, even orang ramai tapi order cepat sampai..itu yang penting !

ps entry sekadar tatapan untuk hari-hari tua kenangan zaman remajaku :-)

silent

2010-06-20T06:58:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum semua...

sihat-sihat kah kamo semua, kalau tak sihat apa lagi perlu buat..makan obat mehh

ada baca title entry ni pasal apa?

silent...

yg bermaksud diam kan

so, zai nak cakap yang blog zai akan sunyi sekejap daripada mengeluarkan output

nak kasi blog ni rest kejap

tapi tak lama yer, kejap je

sebab ada misi yg perlu diselesaikan, yeshh

tapi takpe, blogwalking akan tetap berlaku ke blog anda

happy blogging guys!!

ps: congratulation to all my friends yg suksesnya berjaya menebus masuk ke level degree, nampaknya ramai yang tak murtad dari fakulti FSPPP ekk, kepada tidak berjaya, cepat-cepat buat rayuan :)

Some of The Animals In Our Life

2010-06-16T10:46:00.000+08:00

we work like a HORSE

some of us eat like a PIG...

we like to play CHICKEN

we can be as slippery as an EEL

we get DOG tired

we can be as quiet as a MOUSE

don't turn out to be a dirty RAT

we can be as quick as a FOX not Megan Fox

some of us are as strong as an OX

people try to BUFFALO others

some are as ugly as a TOAD

we can bee as gentle as a LAMB

at times we can sing as a LARK

some people drink like a FISH

we can be as proud as a PEACOCK

a few of us are as hairy as a GORILLA !!

you can get a FROG in your throat

we can be a lone WOLF

you can be a loan SHARK

but I'm having a WHALE of a time !

ps ~~ snorkeling ??

aku, perempuan dan dot dot dot

2010-06-14T01:54:00.001+08:00

Ini entry perihal kisah hari itu, ke pusat party-party bersama siblings untuk amalan party-party.Pusat party-party itu lokasi letak dekat Penang, iaitu Queensbay hahha.Itula tempat party aku suka pergi even sangat bosan tapi biarkan je bosan tu. Tapi kali ni takde la bosan since pergi dengan siblings yang jarang-jarang jumpa so mood bosan tak happy pun tukar mood over happy :-)))

sisterhood, thanks for the pleasure !!

First!! Perut mesti disi sebelum aktiviti meredah lautan orang ramai busy membuat investment dekat shopping mall tu. Maka otak mula susun restaurant fast food yg ada dekat situ. After penapisan dibuat oleh pihak ISO, hanya Mcd / A&W yang lepas saringan. Tapi, jalan punya jalan terjumpa SUBWAY.

yeaa nak makan !! follow step nih to make the order

nak buat decision pun susah . rasa mau makan semua sebab setan dekat sebelah tuu

then, lastly pilih yg ini. lupa la order apa no.. 2 kot, half saja sebab setan dah ku tolak suh main jauh-jauh

Tengok hati sangat girang sampai habis ku bedal makanan tu, sekali air habis disedut sebab panas sangat.Actually, SUBWAY baru buka dekat Queensbay. Sebelum ni kalau nak makan subway kena pergi KL. So, lepas ni nak lepas gian makan SUBWAY tak yah lagi susah-susah nak menapak p KL. Tapi what make it different mestilah service dia kasi kurang ummm, kurang efficient , slow sikit, and tak se-hot Subway dekat KL. Memang la hot from the oven, tapi time makan tak panas , still rasa sejuk-sejuk so kurang layan . rasa macam makan roti masak semula.

Perut kenyang, meh kita p exercise ronda-ronda shopping mall. Mata mesti bersinar-sinar tengok awek -awek cina Penang yang cun ber-short pant sebab suhu Penang sangat global panas .Jalan-jalan nampak satu outlet Country's Tid-Bits & Candies Cottage yg baru buka dekat Queensbay.

ini candies sajer, jajan tempat lain

Expression muka kena pelbagai semasa sesi taste sampel makanan

Kena try semua marshmallow tu even rasa sama tapi shape lain-lain.Muka excited dengan misi nak try semuaaa sample candies&jajan yg ada kat situ.

opocot!!! tengah belasah cukup-cukup my sis terjah tanya takmo beli ker , itu muka terkejut macam diatas. langsung terus cakap ya ya nak beli lah nih, tapi blum habis lagi rasa nehh. how come ??

so, after sesi pembuangan duit dibuat, terus ke misi seterusnya...balik Kedah.

tapiii sebelum balik, dropped dekat sini dulu..dahaga lahhh, plus, bau nescafe+coffee mana boleh tahan doe..teringat caramel dia arghhh layann

then jalan kaki pulangg, parking dia sangat la tak lawa jalan berlobang-lobang ok.ta ta

sekian laporan dari zai untuk berita hari jumaat lepas..aku, perempuan dan dot dot dot..

hahhaa saja membuat entry penuh bergambar sebab bosan kalau asyik nampak tulisan jer, maap yer

Born in USA murdered for Palestine

2010-06-12T16:25:00.005+08:00

Ini entry berkaitan dengan peristiwa misi keamanan untuk Palestine 31 Mei 2010 . Rachel Corrie. Salah satu kapal yang menyertai misi keamanan ke Gaza 2010. Siapa Rachel Corrie tu ?

Pada 16 Mac tujuh tahun lalu iaitu 2003, masyarakat dunia dikejutkan dengan pembunuhan kejam, aktivis kemanusiaan warga AS, Rachel Aliene Corrie,23 tahun ketika kematian beliau yang dihempap jengkaut Israel ketika cuba menghalang rumah orang awam dirobohkan di Nablus. Rachel bukanlah aktivis pelampau daripada pertubuhan radikal sebaliknya hanya ahli Pergerakan Keadilan dan Keamanan Olmpia sebelum menyertai kempen berkaitan keamanan dan isu alam sekitar. Dengan semangat itu, Rachel ambil keputusan bercuti daripada pembelajarannya di Kolej Evergreen untuk menyertai bantahan kemanusiaan di Rafah, Palestine.

Rakan aktivis ISM Rachel, Joe Carr merupakan saksi kematian Rachel menyatakan ketika kejadian dia berada tidak jauh dari Rachel dan nampak jelas jengkaut menghempap tubuh gadis berkenaan. Sebelum itu, dia melihat Rachel melutut di depan jengkaut yang dipandu pemuda Israel dan ketika itu jarak 15 meter dan memakai jaket oren terang yang pasti jelas oleh pemandu jengkaut tu untuk melihat. Pemandu itu terus memandu ke depan dan mengorek tanah berhampiran Rachel yang menyebabkan dia terjatuh. Tetapi jengkaut tu still bergerak ke depan sebelum undur dan bergerak ke depan lagi. Selepas jengkaut itu berundur, mereka menemui Rachel di bawah runtuhan berkenaan dan ketika itu keadaan amat parah dan darah tidak henti-henti keluar daripada hidungnya. Mereka mendengar dia merintih mengenai belakangnya yang patah dan tidak lama kemudian matanya terpejam.

Untuk berkongsi kepada umum bagaimana keadaan Palestine mengikut pandangan Rachel, Cindy membenarkan kandungan e-mel yang dihantar itu disiarkan The Guardian, mac 2003. Kandungan e-mel tu juga diselitkan dalam sebuah buku memorial bertajuk Let Me Stand Alone, terbitan syarikat W W Norton. Daripada penulisannya, Rachel benar-benar mengkaji kaedah penentangan yg digunakan tokoh keamanan dunia, Mahatma Gandhi dan Marthin Luther.Setiap 16 Mac, masyarakat dunia berkumpul secara aman untuk meperingati jasa gadis kerana keberaniaan beliau semata-mata utk membantu mempertahankan tanah air mereka daripada kezaliman Israel.

" Rachel adalah warga Amerika tetapi mempunyai darah Palestine "

Syukur 21

2010-06-12T01:14:00.003+08:00

Kesengalan pagi Jumaat sangat terasa ! pagi yang sepatutnya bangun dengan senyuman penuh air basi bertukar kepada hari bising-bising serumah . Rasa macam nak jer pukul-pukul laptop ni even dia tak bersalah (maaf bertindak liar). Ni semua sebab website UiTM untuk check result. After try dari malam-pagi then lastly pukul 10 pagi baru boleh check, tu pun bukannya link terus ke main page result but link to mini transcript, huhh takper la. At least boleh tahu result kan. So, result alhamdullilah! Thanks untuk doa-doa korang yer, to my BFF meera, miken, sue, g’are ohh ramai kot nak type (cukup kepada semua member yang kenal aku, budget famous) , DPA students , I know Haziq ada baca :-). To my precious siblings and absolutely to my emak and ayah thanks a lot for the support . kawan-kawan blogger zai juga yahhh either wished me gud luck dekat blog or facebook time nak final exam haritu ..Macy, Sue, Iema, cikbunbun,days, kayuubi,Skycrapper, anoz, aida, balqis (ehem ehem nama baru list neh) hurmm sapa lagi ek ? jangan merajuk zai tak type nama korang..bukan lupa Cuma entry ni buat sepantas kilat, on the spot on the dot sebab zai nak kuar, yehhaaa. Heppy dengan result so kena berparty-party dengan siblings di pusat party-party . But now just wondering degree nanti dapat mana pulak, kena tunggu lagi. Tahu tak penungguan tu bukan satu penyeksaan, tapi berpuluh-puluh penyeksaan !!!

Ok, NAK KELUAR.. to be continue !

terlepas opening FIFA world cup ah..uishhh

Refresh. Result.

2010-06-10T18:45:00.001+08:00

harini cukup 10hb

hari yang semua student UiTM tungu tunggu

bangun awal dengan semangat nak check result

sebab sumpah aku cuak, cuak yang teramat

terus jadi senak perut wooo

seram mengalahkan tengok film hantu thailand, Indonesia,Hollywood bergabung !!

rate traffic tinggi nak log in student portal

membuatkan jem yang ampun, sampai kena refresh button tu bape puluh kali

but still tak dapat even try dari pukul 12 tengahari sampai entry ni dipublish

aku rasa kalau website uitm taruk nuffnang, mesti beribu dorang dapat neh

mengalahkan traffic masuk ke blog red mama @red mamy ?

doakan zai dapat elok

tak mau repeat!! tolong saya, last minute tolong.

Take Note

2010-06-09T09:46:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum , selamat hari rabu !!

nothing important i want to write down here..

just to ask some opinion daripada korang especially kwn2 rapat blogger zai in case :

patut tak zai remove shoutmix tu ?
just open my blog to certain people?
or terus quit from blogging ? (tapi nanti rindu korang pulak, uishh )

bukan apa, zai rasa macam dah bosan sebab kita asyik kejar blogwalking, tinggal jejak kat shoutmix then pastu follow membabi buta, dan lepas tu terus lesap, itu pasal zai jarang follow blog lain melainkan blogger tu selalu terjah blog kita, and we do the same thing. So, sekarang zai just nak betul betul follow blog dalam list blog zai tu je, if zai terjumpa lucky blog yang interesting, zai akan taruk link dorang kat blog list zai ehhhh.

ps : the pressure is on, only few hours left..tawakal saja

Yes I am

2010-06-08T00:03:00.002+08:00

If you ask her, Why does she dress on such that way ?

All covered up in a world that gives it all away

and proudly she say

I am a Muslim

If you ask me, Surely it cant be

You give your way so free

And you say your life is charity

It isn't hard to see

I am a Muslim

If you ask him, Why does he still pray ?

Five times a day

When so many other have strayed

Smiling he would say

I am a Muslim

If you ask me, Why do I love you ?

No matter where you are

We are the greatest ummah

With the beating of our hearth

We are Muslims

And I know you forgive my sins

And I know you conceal my defects

And I almost wailing because of my regrets

How I wish I never whisper to you one day

I disobey to you, Ya Allah

And I know you forgive my sins..Insyallah amin

Prophet Muhammad peace be upon him said :
" the one who fears will walk in darkness, and if he walk in darkness (meaning if he took all reason to reach his goal) he will reach his final destination. Allah's commodity is expensive, Allah's commodity is Al-Janna. "

Contest Gambar Best by Asada

2010-06-06T12:11:00.001+08:00

Atuk Asada (Macy suruh panggil) maf-maaf .Encik Asada dengan berbesar hati telah menganjurkan contest bersempena dengan entry nya yang ke-100. Contest dia senang just upload gambar dah boleh join contest ni.

Zai pun apa lagi terus p belek balik khazanah-khazanah nostalgia tu semua. Time buka folder gambar hukhuk (cough) berdebu!! Dan tanpa kusedari total gambar zai dah masuk 2014 picture, patutla nak loading lambat. Kalau nak ikutkan lagi banyak, tapi disebabkan laptop+pendrive zai hilang dirompak orang, so habis la picture-picture zaman sekolah dan dulu kala punya memory dirembat perompak tu jugak ~geram woo~

Asada, ni jer picture zai taruk .Sila layan kan saja even gambar tidaK bEST

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Memory Satu-Manusia itu Unic

Memory terbeku dekat Darulaman Equestrian Park. Nak riding kena bayar , tetapi disebabkan kitaorang tetamu kehormat sebab gate baru buka je, kitaorang adalah first customer dorang served. Makanya dapat free untuk tunggang kuda tu.Moral story nya, jangan tido lepas subuh, sebab pintu rezeki akan terbuka luas kepada kita. :--))

Memory terbeku dalam Village Mall, time celebrated birthday Cik Sueraya . Muka harus bernafsu riang riang gembira. Fokus kepada balloon , itu ialah hadiah daripada Zai, Meera, Miken. Total balloon ialah 21(tapi dah tinggal 12 je lepas budak-budak merengek nak balloon tu). Kenapa 21? sebab celebrate bufday Sue yang ke-21. Balloon tu kitaorang tak beli, tetapi telah dicollect di setiap booth sempena dengan Carnival PC Fair. Semasa collect balloon tu harus ada perasaan kebal selumber dan bedak asas telah ditempek sebanyal 21 inchi tebal pada muka sebelum operasi dijalankan. Sue takder dalam gambar sebab dah kena culik dengan Mr. Hairi.

Memory II - Hidup itu warna-warni

Memory terbeku di Putrajaya sempena Hot Balloon Fiesta 2010. Picture ni bukan zai snap sendiri tapi atas pertolongan future bro-in law yang kerja dekat situ.Yerla, jauh kot dari kedah nakp Putrajaya semata-mata nak tengok fiesta ni, tambah time tu ada class. Maka nya, bro-in law pun snap beratus-ratus gambar and send to us, tak dapat pergi dapat gambar pun jadilah.Rasa-rasanya mesti ramai yang ada gambar hot balloon ni kan. Geram gila tengok dalam gambar pun, sebab it too colorful..kalau dapat naik hot balloon tu kan lagi best. Ni first time Malaysia organize festival camni, hopefully next year ada lagi ~waiting~

Alamak panjang la entry ni Asada, tak per ek sila merangkak dengan pantas = P

Suci

2010-06-03T22:02:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum and alorhaa :))

Entry masih kosong

Tiada input berguna untuk dipublish

Walaupun ada beberapa cerita yg ingin dipost

Tetapi jari ku terhenti berbuat demikian

Kerna masih ragu-ragu akan kesucian isi

Kadaang-kadang otak terfikir

Untuk apa aku ber-blog

Untuk apa aku mengetuk penuh rakus huruf-huruf keyboard ,

menulis bait-bait ayat yang kadangkala otak tertanya perlukah aku cerita itu semua

Adakah hanya untuk mengejar ganjaran nuff

Adakah untuk menaikkan traffic, mendabik dada dengan jumlah follower rambang yang mengunung

Atau ber-blog dengan sepenuh dan sesuci hati tanpa mengharap balasan yang belum pasti ???

hahahaha

okla, keluar dari dunia A. Samad Said

kembali ke dunia realiti Zai

Entry bertujuan mau promote blog course-mate Zai di UiTM , Haziq

Blog Pengguna Bijak ni ialah second blog yang dia baru buat.

So, dia baru post 1 entry. Blog tu basically bagi tips to us as consumer.

Ringan-ringan kan tangan korang untuk click blog tu yer dan terus follow tanpa sangsi ok.

sekarang entry sangat useless

sebab aku belum keluar melihat dunia di luar sana

hanya terperuk dalam rumah

bahana cuti sem dushh

sebab tu aku tak suka cuti sem panjang macam ni

hari yang tak aku tunggu tetapi still akan muncul

10 June 2010

result final sem keluar

jantung berdegup kencang menghitung saat-saat itu

ohh cepat-cepat la masa berjalan

ohh lambat-lambat la masa berjalan

tak tahu la pula masa pandai berjalan

siapa yang mengajar ?

* kosong

Macy

2010-06-02T00:24:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabaraktu...

Entry berkaitan Macy. Bukan syarikat Macy yang super gagah tu. Tapi si Macy blogger perempuan bakal pendidik masa depan. Zai dapat tag dari dia, selalunya dia yang suka tagged zai selain dari sue, syida, kayuubi. Tapi memandangkan sue, syida dan kyuubi kurang active on9 dan berblogging sebab syida kerja part time, kyuubi tak dapat detect nun di sabah, and cik sue ntah dia buat apa di rumah. so sekarang hanya macy je zai selalu conteng kat shoutmix dia. Tak mau karang panjang2..pantang

1-Adakah anda happy sekarang ?

mood natural

2-Kenapa anda happy ?

kalau mood natural, memang takder jawapan

3-Apa yang membuatkan anda happy?

- bila orang tegur zai, so happy

- baca comment korang

- kenal orang, sebab every person tu unic and different

4- Pernah tak anda dapat tagged ?

yer

5-Nyatakan warna yang anda suka

Basic color . Putih itu pasti

6-Apa yang kamu fikir orang yang tag kamu?

Dia sangat kurus = P.

7-Siapa yang ingin kamu tag?

Macy

8-Nyatakan sifat orang yg anda tag. Nak tulis panjang berjela pun takpa. Asalkan anda happy.

Macy

sebab entry ni tajuk Macy, so zai tag dia balik sebab memang dia dah buat entry ni. so orang lain takyah susah hati nak jawab tag ni. Dia paling suka mai blog zai, even tuan belog takde. Macy lupa eh camna kita kenal?. Its ok, I refresh otak u balik. First kenal, memang zai tak kenal langsung sapa Macy ne. Time tu zai kenal MB,days, berd, anoz, syida, sue , kyuubi, aida, long, iema and seangkatan dengannya. Tak jumpa lagi blog Macy. Macy tegur blog zai dulu. Then, start baik bila tiba-tiba blog zai masuk dalam list blog kena tag by Macy. So, tangan yg lenguh menaip ne pun tanpa terus berlengah jawab tag dia. Then, starting dari tu mesti selalu tegur sampai la kitaorang exchange link. Tapi dia dah link zai dah lama, zai jer yang tak tahu hee.So, tiap-tiap kali zai publish entry mesti dia akan comment even dia tak sehat, merajuk dengan orang itu, ada test, busy dengan program maktab dia. Dia blogger peramah, believe me! Since your start knowing who is Macy, I promise you will never feel regret to visit her blog again and again. Tengok comment blog dia pun dah tahu kan. Entry blog dia pun ok ok, nasihat berunsur Islamic because I think, dia perempuan yang baik-baik saja. upss semua blogger perempuan baik-baik jer. Sometimes, zai dapat idea untuk publish entry dari dia, so thanks a lot cik Macy :-)

Hope boleh kekal yer adik Macy, kahkahh muda kot dari zai 1 tahun, but still ada jurang umor. tapi Macy takyah gatal panggil zai kakak zai, anda dikecualikan sebab beza umor 1 thn je

8-Adakah anda happy dengan apa yang anda ada?

kurang happy sebab blog tak famous macam Macy sebab zai malas blogwalking (eh rajen juga apa)

Gaza Convoy Attack By Israel

2010-06-01T00:52:00.002+08:00

31st May 2010 is another day to be remembered in history as the day of Israel brutality to the international communities

Dunia bersatu mengutuk kejam atas tindakan Israel yang langsung tidak mengendahkan undang-undang antarabangsa PBB

Masih relevant kah Israel dijadikan negara kebanggaan kaum Yahudi selepas gagal bertindak secara professional ?

Sampaikan kapal membawa misi keamanan pun sanggup diterjah!

Sungguh lanun regime Israel itu, menyerang hendap kapal keamanan ketika activist nyeyak tidur dikala pagi

Aku menjadi terlalu emo dengan bab-bab keamanan dunia sekarang entah kenapa...

tambah2 wakil Malaysia yang berada dalam kapal Mavi Marwala turut terbabit

uishhhh mintak diselamatkan mereka-mereka ini ya allah.. amin.

Detail information visit this blog too

Macy- Ya Allah! selamatkan flotilla

Joe- Terbaru Dalam Gaza Flotila-16 terbunuh! Qunut Jazilah!

Hello and Goodbye

2010-05-30T15:11:00.003+08:00

Sahabat itu pelakon sampingan hidup kita.Hari terasa kosong tanpa gelak-tawa sahabat macam ikan sardin padat dalam tin yang telah dibuang isinya untuk dibuat sandwich. Semangkuk maggi perisa Hot Spicy atau Tom Yam memang pengerat silaturrahim sahabat.Biscuit kering empat segi terasa macam delivery pizza hutt panas bila adanya insan bergelar sahabat. Bila bersahabat yang paling best bila rasa sugar oh honey honey you are my candy girl dan paling tak best bila rasa masam, masin, pahit, tawar. Normal la tu...

Jari menaip mengikut rentak hati yang kepingin ketemu teman-teman. Ayat-ayat metafora lagi hiperbola terpampang di skrin putih lagi suci selepas otak mengantar signal Rindu Sahabat itu. Maka terjadilah entry Hello and Goodbye...

Watak satu

Meera. Selaku secretary dan juga reminder. Counselor tidak berijazah no.1 aku. Peneman setia ketika makan dan jalan-jalan. Sahabat ketika time beli dan blah. Teman study selama 30minute, teman tido 2jam. Idea selalu bercanggah tetapi selepas brief explanation baru idea bercantum. Baru berubah image, hopefully kekal insyallah .Kalau degree dapat campus lain, macam mana nak survive ?

Watak Dua

Miken. Raut muka keturunan cina satu bonus. Kadang-kadang orang luar tertipu dek kerana kefasihan bercakap sarawak tetapi awas dia berketurunan Wan negeri Perak. Juga counselor no.2 aku. Selalu support dengan nasihat bernas dan ucapan yang tuntas lengkap segala contoh dek kerana ex-debater skill yang ada. Juga selalu berada di posisi kiri ketika pemanduan kereta manual oleh ku yg tak confident memandu manual, tapi itu dulu sekarang sudah mahir hukhuk..ok Miken, aku try to be cool, not clumsy !!

Watak tiga

Sueraya anak pakcik Safie. Dalam list name attendant class nama dia atas nama aku. Hati lembut sangat dan super sensitive yang tak makan hati sesiapa. Tenang jiwa dan penyabar. Mr.Hairi, game dan dia tak boleh dipisahkan. Mengajar aku untuk jadi lebih sistematik. Juga baru bertukar image bertudung lagi ayu, harap kekal. Peneman tengok filem seram tapi time tido dia paling takut. Dengar bunyi pelik terus ubah tempat tido, pergi toilet pun berteman ahhaha (Gelak besar besar besar)

Watak empat

MayMay. Aku rindu may2 yang dulu. Hati keras pun lama-lama lembut wey bila imbas kenangan lampau. Lampau macam tolak kereta sewa sebab minyak abis, mcm mana nk dapat harga sewa kereta murah, bonceng motor jumpa pakcik Tempe. Dia juga ustazah kitaorang upss jangan korang nilai dia dari luaran sebab lepas solat, dia yg bagi sesi tazkirah between aku, meera, miken. Penuh dengan petua bila dia start berkata 'Orang Tua-Tua cakap...'. Dia ajar aku study dengan kaedah smart tag, relax . Sorry...

Watak Tambahan

kiri--> Belang- Jen- Ket- Haikal-Man

Tanpa mereka, tiadalah lah istilah BBQ. Suka berkawan sama dorang. Respect perempuan (mesti korang bangla ???). Mengadu sikit, sudah settle.Cakap saja mau kemana, pasti mau join. Ups, aku pernah angin dengan Haikal, tapi itu sebab hormon tak stabil, api temu api mesti terbakar kan so sorry haikal. Tapi awas, mau buat date dengan mereka-mereka ni mesti kena inform awal 3jam, sebab mereka memerlukan masa untuk taruk blusher, eyeshadow, bedak 3 inci untuk dress up. Panas weh tunggu hampa bersiap!! Mereka2 ni juga pantang bertemu air, tak kira air zamzam, air mata air, air hujan, air terjun, air laut mesti nak berenang katak. Tiap-tiap kali raya, muka-muka dorang mesti terpampang dekat rumah aku sebab itu acara ritual setiap tahun dengan satu tujuan utama untuk tackle kakak aku, wehh dia dah bertunang lah aku cakap.Dan kau takkan ku panggil abg ipar ku..kahkah.Terima kasih juga untuk teh tarik ganja Jitra mari yang superb itu, akan ku introduce kan kepada teman-teman seantero yang lain

semoga berjaya semua..Amin

p/s ada berkenan mana-mana teman zai kat atas, sila hubungi saya dengan kadar yang pantas !

Perempuan menangis bila....

2010-05-28T13:45:00.001+08:00

selamat hari jumaat, selamat hari wesak. Hye semua!! nada ceria dan comel sambil senyum dengan mulut penuh dengan misai susu tanda happy . Happy lepas baca entry blog Macy 10 Sebab Lelaki Menangis. Kamo pencetus revolusi idea untuk zai ok, i need someone to refer with sebab rasanya sekarang otak zai sudah berkarat teruk bak terkena air hujan asid Shah Alam. Entry ni lebih kurang kesinambungan entry Macy (plagiarism ??) Macy dah selongkar sebab kenapa lelaki menangis, so sekarang give me a chance to simply recognize and elaborate not in detail kenapa perempuan menangis. Pada firasat zai selaku perempuan mesti la tahu bila masa nya perempuan menangis.

Ini sebab-sebab perempuan menangis :

Bila potong bawang aku tengok perempuan selalu menangis, tak boleh tahan sobbsobb
Tumbuk cili dalam lesung tumbuk, terpercik masuk mata dah nangeh kan kan
Makan prosperity burger dengan sos cili 4-5 packet sos cili+lada
First time pakai lens mesti perempuan menangis
Frust bercinta memang wajib menangis gila kau tak menangis, Perempuan separa lelaki pun menangis kot
Selepas bergaduh dengan boyfriends terutama lepas kejadian membaling semua barang yang ada, selalunya hand-phone jadi mangsa acara lontar peluru dan dinding sebagai target, tengok hand-phone berkecai menangis (perlu ke baling-baling semua tu? tak payah kot )
Selepas akad nikah aku tengok dekat tv mesti perempuan peluk cium makayah dorang sambil nangis habis make-up mahal-mahal nurul syukor touch-up kat muka dorang tapi lelaki tak pula menangis ..munsykil munsykil
Buat exam account, tak balance kiranya tak boleh jawab soalan lah ni
Tengok baby comel mati sebab ramai sangat manusia spesis homo sapiens buang anak, perempuan lebih prihatin bab-bab macam ni ok
Baca novel Lagenda Budak Setan, bila tahu Ayu meninggal dunia , so tinggal la Kasyah sorang-sorang (tak sabar nak tengok movie nih)
Period pain !!! sedeh+sakit+sengsara jiwa batin rohani = menangis

Randomly, zai dapat itu je. Tapi kalau nak listkan, memang banyak. Jiwa perempuan kan sensitive. Kalau perempuan tu cuba tunjuk macho pun dia still akan menangis sorok-sorok, caranya pura-pura tenyeh mata kata binatang masuk or mengantuk menguap sampai air mata terkeluar, padahal dia menangis.Cara lain dia menangis tak nak tunjuk dekat orang ialah dengan pura-pura tido awal untuk melayan jiwa nya yang tersiksa dan sambil tido tutup muka dengan bantal busuk nya, itu ialah cara untuk mengurangkan bunyi ngauuuman dia menangis teresak-esak. Bukan apa, perempuan saja tak nak show off kan kesedihan dia...(o,O)

At least ......

2010-05-27T14:21:00.002+08:00

zai back !! rasa-rasanya macam dah lama aku biarkan blog aku hidup berdikari tanpa tuan . Tapi still dia tak pandai-pandai nak hidup berdikari.aku ingat cuti-cuti sem ni lagi banyak entry, tapi hakikatnya tak. Aku dah cuba membuang kekasih hati aku Mr.Lazy, tapi dia taknak lafazkan ayat keramat tu. Dia still nak berkepit dengan aku dan tak nak lost contact sebab katanya akulah kekasih hati yang paling setia, baik, caring sekali .Tapi Mr.Lazy kejam, selalu control pergerakan aku, tak kasi buat kerja banyak, asyik suruh lepak je. Itu dulu time aku belum kenal Mr. Idea. nasib baik aku kenal dia cepat, Mr.Idea yang tolong aku keluar dari cengkaman Mr.Lazy. If aku still couple dengan Mr.Lazy, innalillah . Tak berkembang otak aku maka nya tak terupdate la blog -mainamezai-...sayang Mr.Idea !!

rindu nak belajar pasal ni balik !!

sekarang pun still belajar subject yg ada kaitan dengan science but science politic,ada kena mengena ka dengan picture kat atas ?

---------see, idea still tak der---------

Random

2010-05-19T08:06:00.001+08:00

1- simple update from me, last night i just read one humor book by David Tong " Laughter, the Best Malaysian Medicine "
buku tu, if korang jenis yang susah nak senyum or gelak berdekah-dekah, kamo digalakkan baca.
practice make perfect to smile and laugh

2- get ready to make transformation of my blog, tapi take time sikit la, so hanya activity blog-walking active, entry tak active, masa jealous benar dekat zai

3- I got Award from Macy, banyak tu dia kasi. so thanks Macy for the AwardSSSS :))))))))))

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Love is in the air

2010-05-17T11:08:00.002+08:00

ini entry sangat panjang pasal perasaan . kalau tak suka berperasaan sila jangan gatal mata nak baca dan stop cakap owner blog ni sangat annoying nak bercerita.

semalam hari guru, tapi tak buat entry pasal hari guru . Itu sebab la Cik Macy tuntut wished dgn hadiah . Macy future cikgu yg bakal dapat hadiah banyak time hari guru sebab mengunakan kaedah Communism. aku mempunyai masalah nak hafal nama cikgu-cikgu tapi sorang cikgu ni memang aku ingat sangat-sangat. Dia cikgu class darjah satu sek.keb.kulim, cikgu Yang Rozita. aku ingat nama dia pon sebab suka usha anak laki dia yg tua satu tahun dari aku, tengok aku dah ada ilmu cinta since kecik-kecik lagi. tu pasal bila besar tak gatai sebab dah immune.so tak kisah la orang cakap you looks so matured, yesh bonus untuk aku :))

Pagi isnin ni tiba-tiba ja nak type pasal cinta, tak pernah aku buat entry pasal ni okay. malu la wey !! sebab selalu jer nak berlagak macho kalau cakap bab ni, nak berlagak macho sebab ada perasaan ego, dah sila buang perasaan ego anda ke laut cina selatan. actually i try to escape myself talking about love with people opposite my gender, guys!! jangan gelak dengan statement aku, my friends always mention aku takder perasaan dekat kaum adam. disebabkan muka aku yang sangat takda respon bila jumpa kaum adam. apa ingat aku tak de perasaan ker, don't judge me through my behavior yang kurang behave tu. sekarang sudah 21 maka otak harus berfikiran waras ala-ala 21 tahun and onwards.

crush korang mesti pernah kan crush with someone kan ele elee tak mau ngaku. mengaku sajelah weh, tak jatuh pun saham korang kalau mengaku pun. sepanjang membesar, memang banyak kali lah syok sendiri dengan lelaki-lelaki . first crush dengan anak cikgu aku tu, itu aku paling ingat sebab lepas tu pindah sekolah lain. waktu dekat sekolah baru, ni ada lelaki tak baligh hantar surat cinta via kakak dia sendiri.wowoh yang tak boleh blah lelaki tak baligh tu class-rep aku sendiri, lepas tahu terus asyik buli dia sebab aku memang famous gelaran buli-buli lelaki, maaf waktu tu aku tak kenal perasaan malu, main belasah saja. maaf juga untuk lelaki tak baligh, sebab surat kau yang tak jiwang tu terus ku buat kapal terbang tanda cinta kau aku tak approve.

bila dah masuk menengah, umor pun dah tambah belas-belas, maka perasaan malu dah menebal, pergi sekolah pun mau kemas-kemas,kasut dah tak mau pakai yang pelekat2 mesti nak kasut bertali, tiap-tiap hari baju mesti basuh kasi bersih, kasut tiap-tiap petang sapu kapur, iron tudung tahap dewa takut berkedut, yerla masuk sek.men mestila jumpa insan bernama lelaki, bukan lelaki tidak baligh yah. sekali lagi hormon gatal aku kembali active!! aku dah start syok dekat remaja itu. pergi sekolah kalau sehari tak tengok muka remaja itu memang frust, time tu pergi sekolah memang kau lah sumber inspirasiku, kerap lepak class member2 yang satu class dengan remaja itu, kalau cikgu ada meeting aku lah paling happy sebab remaja itu selaku pengawas mestilah dia kena jaga class, buat-buat dapat guide class aku, hoooray sekali lagi. if remaja itu ponteng sekolah alllaa muka Yellow Smiley pon dah tukar jadi muka Garfield .tapi syok dekat remaja itu dah makin berkarat sebab bosan tengok muka macho dan perasan hot dia tiap-tiap hari-- sebenarnya kecewa lepas tahu dia bercouple dengan perempuan tua dari remaja itu-- pergi class tusyen pun ada syok dekat remaja lain , tapi penangan nya taklah sehebat syok dekat remaja itu :P

lepas sek.men. zaman masuk university. cikgu cakap nak bercinta waktu ni la nak cari couple yang sesuai dan baguih-baguih. tapi lecturer pulak cakap You all janganlah couple-couple time you all tgh study, it will affect your performance then cgpa pun bakal dropped juga. huishh habis tu zaman bila nya nak cari couple ? zaman university, umor 20 cinta ku dengan lelaki itu, lelaki itu cinta PJJ sebab jauh bukan sebab lelaki itu student PJJ. entah macam mana la aku yang ego dan sombong ne boleh terus accept.tapi tak lama pun , terus aku dan lelaki itu sign surat cerai time waktu kemuncak final exam,nangeh air mata keluar macam gajah kencing tapi syukur tak effect result sem 5 .tapi bila fikir-fikir balik, lawak lah menangeh tak tentu pasal sebab lelaki itu. makanya, aku memilih jalan selamat untuk tidak senyum langsung dekat lelaki-lelaki yang berselisih jalan dengan aku sampai sekarang. bukan sombong, jaga aurat lah.

pic taken after pengakuan aku janji tak mau contact kau dibuat. muka seharusnya begini bila sign agreement bercerai , have to hang out with your friends, fun fun chill chill and chill

and now, I have learned not to worry about love at all. I believe love is always here even if your not there.Just lets make it happen naturally without we, need to force to get it...though the good the bad can always give us some learning experience :--))))

wasiat tuu

2010-05-17T06:50:00.001+08:00

tak pernah aku dapat wasiat, mak ayah aku pon lom kasi wasiat.. so ni kira2nya first wasiat aku dapat la

1. Thanks & link the person that gave you the cow
    thanks a lot to atie

               2. Bagi balik wasiat ni kat 7 bloggers yg paling active atau 7 paling tak active
                                                                    wasiat tak boleh share

3. Bagi tau diorang ni yang diorang dapat wasiat dari orang kaya kg sepening lalat...
orang tu dah tahu

4. Cerita 3 perkara apa yg anda selalu buat sambil tgk tv

- mop lantai

- jilat ice-cream

- tido

5. Bagitau 3 makanan pelik yg pernah anda makan

tak pernah masuk fear factor lagi so far makanan pelik macam ulat, tikus, susu expired, cake berkulat, mata lembu tak pernah try lagi

6. Cuba bagitau berapa orang dah kawan anda kat FACEBOOK
exact number 381

7. Feveret soalan ni.....camner korang berjumpa spouse korang or pakwe or makwe...kat mana???
tottttttttttttttttttttttttttt, saya tekan buzzer merah

Wasiat ni kalo p claim dekat pejabat haiwan nak tebus lembu, laku tak

sila jawab dengan iklas

2010-05-15T05:31:00.000+08:00

pagi2 buta ne asah otak jawab tagged dapat dari kyuubi, dah tak der kerja so jawab saja,

Rules And Regulation:

it's harder than it looks copy this to your own notes,

erase my answer

enter yours,

tag twenty (20) people

use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions,

they have to be real, nothing made up if the person before u had the same first initial, u must use different answer,

u cannot use any words twice and u can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

what is your name: zai
a four letter word: zodiac
a boy's name: zack
a girl's name: zarina
an occupation: zoologist
a colour: zirconium
something ur wear: zip
a food: zebra meat
something found in the bathroom: Za product
a place: Zimbabwe
a reason to being late: zZz..tido
something u shout: Zasss
a movie title: Zombie Kg Pisang
something u drink: Zam zam cola
a musical group: Z I am--apa wehh tak tahu--
an animal: Zebra
a street name: Zurich
a type of car: Zenvo ST1 ZENN

sekian.....

when she start to make a list

2010-05-13T00:37:00.000+08:00

baru 3 hari my sem break start since my last paper is 9 May

tapi sudah mula bosan

>> i do believe others blogger feel the same too, unless kalau korang kerja<<

so, cuti-cuti ni kan rasa macam nak buat ni :

improve my vocab yg sangat la teruk, I always keep repeating used the same word, nmpk sangat English aku tak boom bastik
harus bertapa dgn mak dkt dapur >>selama ni aku jadi tukang pemerhati ja, lain la if mak aku takder, memang no choice aku kena masak sendiri instead of just makan roti ready to eat <<
rumah Miken >>compulsory<< sue!! nak join ? meera, after bace blog aku, please text me up soon , my mak dah kasi green light, so apelagi tekan minyak , jangan tekan break
Langkawi
modified blog aku yg huduh, yes I'm realize :(
sekarang malas betoi layan novel, sory jiwa aku sudah tak jiwang

itu jer, banyak-banyak kang nanti tak dpt achieve all the target

saya sayang mak

2010-05-09T14:26:00.002+08:00

to my mak, norhayati hashim...Hope there are more mother's days to come

My Mother taught me MEDICINE…
" when she asked to pray, read al-quran...."

My Mother taught me TO THINK AHEAD…
“If you don’t pass your spelling test, you’ll never get a good job!”

My Mother taught me TO MEET A CHALLENGE…
“What were you thinking? Answer me when I talk to you… Don’t talk back to me!”

My Mother taught me HUMOR…
" when she saw me potpetpotpet cleaning up the mess"

My Mother taught me how to BECOME AN ADULT…
“If you don’t eat your vegetables, you’ll never grow up.”

My Mother taught me about GENETICS…
“You are just like mak !”

My Mother taught me about the WISDOM of AGE…
“When you get to be my age, you will understand.”

My Mother taught me about ANTICIPATION…
“Just wait until your father gets home.”

My Mother taught me about RECEIVING…
“You are going to get it when we get home.”

and my all time favorite thing–JUSTICE
“One day you will have kids, and I hope they turn out just like YOU..then you’ll see what it’s like.”

In between all this, my Mother taught me how to Live! Thank you Mom for all I have learned these years.

p/s i'm waiting for my mak ayah , starting from today, at this moment , my dip. life just over yahoo, quite curious to go through with my next chapter of life

saya dah suka awak

2010-05-05T22:32:00.000+08:00

tiap-tiap hari, tiap-tiap petang

mesti tengok awak mia sara nasuha

rambut awak ala-ala junior hujan

memang buat saya jeles

suara awak serak-serak comey,

mesti dah buat lelaki-lelaki kacak sana teruja. tambah-tambah Ella

muka awak ala-ala jepun versi malaysia

dah buat datuk-datuk toh-toh nak tempah awak jadi future cucu

agensi iklan or pengarah drama mesti dok usya jadual shooting awak je

nanti, masuk tadika awak mesti cikgu panggil Amani

keluar shopping makan-makan mesti ramai yang berebut nak bergambar dengan awak

lepas abis adamaya, saya mesti rindu awak

sebab tu, awal-awal lagi saya dah download dekat youtube banyak-banyak video comel awak AMANI !!

eeee-- geram geram tengok mia ni

Help Wanted !!!

2010-05-01T07:26:00.000+08:00

aku start belajar bi dari tadika

tapi tak tahu lah nape sampai hari ni, tak terer

teacher tanya what your ambitions ?

aku jawab I'm want to be literature

padehal lecturer

kalau join nuff dari umor 6 tahun

dah kayo aku hidup dengan duit nuff

tapi bodoh-bodoh aku pon,

tak der sebodoh staff dekat Aquaria K.L tu

aku dah cuba translate

Lion-fish = ikan singa

tak pernah aku belajar lion maksud nya ayam

sekarang sapa kurang pintar ??

Person call Ss

2010-04-30T19:39:00.002+08:00

person call Ss tu refer to Syida Syukor, dia yang menge-tagged zai, dia dah habis exam, boleh hooray hooray siap post kat wall FB zai lagi, poyo2 cakap die dah habis exm.takpe kamo syida, zai tengah menghitung hari sampai 9/5, lepas tu I hooray yeppie yeppie kalah U taw. dah sambung...Ini assignment blog nak kena buat.

What is your full name?
- not stated in my IC, so illegal neh

When is your birthday?
- 19 September 1989 (lawa kan nomber neh he4x ada ong tuu)

What is your daddy's name?
- Pok cik Din

What is your your mum's name?
- Mok cik Yati

How many siblings do you have?
- up 1 dari Syida, total semua 6 orang.

Where do you live?
- Jitra, Kedah Darul aman Malaysia, bukan Thailand.

Your favourite colour(s).
- Dark
- Dark Blue

Still studying?
- yesh!!

Do you have a bestfriend?
- sudah pasti !! im not unsound mind people okay yg nak hidup sorang2 without this word call BEST-FRIEND!!

Do you love them?
- do you love me ? I asked them back, then I will get the answer

Pop or jazz?
- music country har3x mmg asli aku

Chicken or beef?
- chicken

Coke or 100plus?
- 100plus

What brand is your purse?
- Top Shop light pink color -tak suka pink, tapi accidentally crush dgn color pink aouchh-

How much do you have in your wallet right now?
- nak cakap ape eh, heer ade bape puluh..hum bape puluh sen ntah

High heels or flat?
- I prefer flat !!

Skirts or jeans?
- jeans

Shirt or blouse?
- shirt

Watch or bracelet?
- Watch

Favourite watch's brand?
- not sure cuz I only have one watch, Bonia , my ayah kasi dulu2 okay, i pakai sampai sekarang taw

Do you have girlfriend?
- absolutely lahh

Do you have a boyfriend?
- boyfriend mestila ada, special boyfriend itu yang tak der

Did you love her?
- her ? refer to which girl, so many HER in my life

Did you ever kiss him?
- yesh, I do..kiss my dad

Facebook or Myspace?
- Facebook .

What is your dream?
- belom tido, macam mana nak mimpi neh

Please tagged other ten friends of yours: tak buat pon xpe, nak kasi penuh ja
- Sue- tgh exam
- Macy - kalut buat assignment
- Aida - preparation nak pegi matrix kalo jadi
- Cik Bunbun - status tak dapat dikenal pasti
- Days - sibuk exam, nak abiskan master dia
- Kayuubi - tgh exam
- Skycrapper - tgh exam
- Fatin - tgh pergi interview utk further study
- Eima - ini tolak matrix, ye tak ?
- Zai- nak exam tapi belom buka note lagi, lagha lagha

zai rasa activity mengetagged ni membebankan upss toottt terlepas cakap plak, pas ne mesti tak dak orang mau tag zai

Fairy Eyes

2010-04-28T08:28:00.006+08:00

my friends even me always said " I want to look gorgeous..macam ne

with the sparkling eyes, who can attract people to keep watching us twice !

but kan Asian people 99.99% anak mata color hitam

so, how to have a pair of sexy eyes just like minah-minah salleh tu

no worry, kan contact lens ada, bukan saja can transform you to look just like them, but able to help orang yg bermata sepet tapi nak mata besar, or orang yg bermata besar tapi nak kecik. boleh juga tolong people yg ada masalah rabun pergi class, pergi shooping, date ker and whatsoever keluar rumah without their glasses , and yg penting sekali, to perempuan yg pakai tudung, lepas ne takde la tudung senget2 rambut terkeluar macam akar pokok kat tepi2 tudung tu.tapi tolongla rakyat malaysia yang bermuka ASIAN sejati, jangan pakai lens color turquoise memang hodoh wey..aku bercakap based on my experince okk. lelaki pakai lens tak pelik okay !!

just to sharing...

aku start pakai lens umor 18, gedik sebab most of my friends pakai lens.first time pakai mak bapak nangeh macam orang frust bercinta dengan anak kucing 6 tahun, then hidung merah dok tenyeh kalah orang dapat flu 1 bulan. tambah, my fren dok buat lawak, yg nak tergelak2 so susah nak concentrate. dah satu hal nak pakai susah, satu hal lagi dah lama pakai takkan tak buang kan. huh ne saat-saat genting bila nak buang. aku mintak tolong member aku buangkan sebab aku tak boleh betul nak sentuh mata aku tu. mata asyik kejip2 je, aku dah cuak, sebab mata dah start merah menyala. yerla 1st time pakai kan, mestila takot effect mata. aku pon kecoh-kecoh nak pergi clinic nak buang lens aku tu, lastly tak pergi pon, my friend paksa juga buang-- pooyoo betul ketika tu--tapi sekarang dah selalu pakai, dah biasa..tido pon pakai even tak digalakkan , sila jangan ikut yah

apa yang perlu buat before and after pakai lens ?

1- kepada siapa2 yang rabun, please get advice dulu sebab if power korang tinggi ade specific lens dorang buat and semestinya mahal sikit dari yang biasa. kepada yang tak rabun, tapi nak pakai, sila terus beli tanpa ragu-ragu

2- sebelum pakai, please and please make sure jari kamo bersih kang nanti kotor lens tu, so bendasing pon bakal bertakhta dalam mata kamo, then nanti kuman2 tu pon bakal merebak dan menjajah setiap inci mata kamo, and lastly boleh buat mata kamo makin rabun and sakit2

3- rub each side of the lens for 10second guna air dia, jangan guna air paip pulak pastu rinse each side for 5 second then boleh pakai

4- masa nak pakai, kalo mata sepet, sila luaskan bukaan mata kamo seperti terkejut tengok monyet pakai red polka dot skirt dengan wedges 5 inchi color purple !!

5- dah pakai tu, jangan exceed limitation hour pulak. if daily lens boleh pakai only 24 hours. doc cakap tiap-tiap 2 jam kena buang, nak kasi lens tu tak kering.

6- nak remove lenses tu, wash and dry our hands, rub sekali lagi nak kasi cuci pastu boleh rendam lens tu dalam contact lens case dengan air dia for minimum 6 hours.

I do used this product , other product pon ok, lebih kurang sama saja function dia

tapi, awas yah, contact lens hanya tercipta untuk orang-orang yg very2 hygienic sahaja ok. siapa-siapa yg malas, are not encourage !! kang nanti effect mata .